Posted by Bunnie on September 26, 2000 at 19:14
I have, since I was a very little girl, been interested in watersports. I never recognized it's sexual connotations until I was 16, I just always knew I liked seeing desperate people, hearing wetting stories, pissing myself, etc. When I was about 13, I was in my "experimental" stages. I wanted to have a holding contest with a close friend one night, just for fun. So we did, and we really didn't follow through to the end, just agreed to hang our bums over the edge of the tub and go together. We did just that, and in the weeks after, she slowly stopped talking to me. She told her brother what a wierd girl I was, saying that I made her do it, and she's still troubled by it and all that. Her younger brother, who is still good friends with my brother, told my brother what happened that night. (it was a few years later that he told him this.) Now they all make fun of me, and it embarrasses me that what I thought was a fun game one night developed into the fetish I consider it today, and that kind of stuff should be kept private. The only people who know that I am still interested in this are my best girlfriend and my fiance. My brother and the girl's family still call me "pissy" and "bathtub girl" and it really embarrasses me. I don't know how to deal with this, I never thought I should be ashamed of this. In fact, when I found this board, I learned to love it and use it with my partner. I still enjoy it, but I can't help feeling guilty that I'm doing something dirty.
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