Posted by Alicia on December 25, 1998 at 21:23
Um... I like it a lot
Can't believe I'm feeling bold enough to write this.
I've had erotic fantasies and dreams about peeing since I was young. I remember having dreams that I was standing over a toilet and peeing like a man, and it felt incredible! I am a modern dancer and have also had dreams about spreading my legs apart as far as they will go (and feeling the stretch) and after having a man perform oral sex on me, just letting go with full pressure. Simultaneous peeing sounds really erotic to me too ... I'd love to sit on a lover's lap and just let it go ... me on him or vice versa, or even together.
It would have to be with a man who would find it reallllllly erotic though for me to feel brave enough to share that with him though.
To me, peeing isn't something dirty, it's sensual and erotic. I don't think I've yet met the man who is the lover of my dreams, but I sure hope I find him. I really want to experience golden showers someday with a special man who will allow me to live out my fantasies.
I have enjoyed peeing/masturbation by myself for about a year after disovering the wetset page. There is nothing like climaxing with a full bladder and letting go. After, whatever is left, I like to just let it go and have it run down my legs or into my jeans. It is really a great release of tension. I'd love to be able to do that in front of (on or standing over)a man sometime.
I love watching men pee too, although I can't say I ever have in person... just in pics. This past summer when my old boyfriend and I went on a hike, he stopped to pee a few feet away from me. I found myself getting really turned on and wishing I could run over and watch him.
I'm a professional woman, very attractive and work in the public eye, a dancer, well-educated, classy ... not quite the 'image' of one who would get into this type of fetish. I'm not quick to share my body with men ... in fact, I've only had three lovers in my life and I'm 31. It's a very sensual/spiritual thing for me... requires someone special.
I'm not into the dirty talk ... pussy, cock, etc. just pure enjoyment of the human body and all its erotic sensations.
I LOVE oral sex, but only had it once to the point of ecstasy. (with an ER doctor friend of mine) But, I guess I'm still trying to feel that it's okay to find this -- golden showers -- such a turn on. I'd love to hear of things others do by themself with this pleasure. Anywhere where you can discreetly get free videos (avi's) of pee sex or golden showers? Wow.. don't know what I'd do if I actually could see itin motion with sound. The pictures I've seen get me hot enough.
Anyway, someday... I hope I'll get a chance to explore everything. I'm envious of you who have had the chance to do so. Thanks for sharing your stories.
-- A