Posted by Alicia on December 26, 1998 at 22:52
In Reply to: Well, we LOVE it! posted by Lloyd on December 26, 1998 at 05:37
Thanks so much for your reply. :0) Your words were very gentle. I appreciate that as I'm still nervous to be opening up this very personal side of myself to others. (ah!)
And on Christmas Day too?!? wow.
I think I'm in a phase in my life where I feel very erotic. Somehow it seems to come for me more in the wintertime when I focus more on dancing than my outdoor passions.
In the summer months, I'm very stimulated by nature. I spend most of my time outdoors in the mountains hiking. The mountains are among my biggest of passions. For me, I feel very connected out there and rejuvinated... completely able to be myself fully -- no work pressures, performance pressures ... just me and my body and nature.
Sometimes when I hike and I sweat, I have the urge to pee as I'm working my way up the mountains ... I would love to just let go as I'm walking even though it would require some concentration to do so. I'm usually pretty sweaty by that time anyway so no one would probably notice anything unusual. :) I tried it once, but not fully. Maybe this next summer... :) :) I love making love in the mountains too ... and have fantasized about being totally uninhibited on a peak somewhere with someone special.
As for peeing in a leotard ... well, haven't tried that one yet either I'm afraid. There's not a place in studio where I could get away with that. I think for me there is something about going from dry to wet that creates the incredible sensation that makes me hot. When I dance in leotards, (believe it or not that is rarely), they usually get sweaty very quickly in the crotch area ... so, um... it probably wouldn't be too exciting for me. But who knows?? Maybe one of these days I'll try it out and let you all know. :) :)
Most of the time I work out and dance in sweats or most often, in dance pants and my sports bra. It's hard to dance with a full bladder so usually I don't.
I danced professionally for 9 years and now teach dance to a group of young people. I am very into Latin dancing -- i.e. Cha Cha, Salsa etc. My favorite -- Bolero. A fantasy for me -- I hope someday to be able to dance Bolero in the nude with a man who is completely aroused. It is such a seductive dance. One of the men in my ballroom class had to leave the room when I danced it with him. :) Yes, it is pelvis to pelvis, and he was very hard. Bolero would be wonderful to enjoy with some wetness. :) Latin dancing is very sensual. It takes practice too!
What to say ?? How much to say ?? I'm still nervous about this. Maybe if I write personally through E-mails I'll relax a little more. It sounds like everyone else who has written on this board has had some experience with someone. I feel like quite the 'newbie' on the block here.
The men I've been in love with in my life have been wonderful, but not quite as open or curious sexually as I am. :( :( I'm not a wild woman ... I just reallllllly haven't had the opportunity to explore half of the things I'm interested in doing sexually. I wonder ... could w/s be as wonderful to do with someone as I'm imagining? Or is it perhaps something that just makes me hot? I'm not in a relationship right now, in fact just emotionally trying to let go of one. Maybe this is why I'm letting myself explore this fantasy once again??
So many questions to ask! I think I'll have to relax a little bit more before I can pose them. I don't want to jump into this too fast and have it ruin it for me. As it is just a fantasy and a solo pleasure for me so far, I've been able to go at my own pace. I don't want to get into anything too kinky yet.
It seems a lot of the postings on here are from the UK and Australia? Are w/s really big in these areas?
Thanks for your recommendations on videos etc. I'll have to check those out.
I'll try to E-mail soon... :) I''ve just set up an account at hotmail. Alicia_223@hotmail.com, if you'd like to write me there. I'm not sure how much time I'm going to have after the first of the year as I'm starting a new job. But I figure while I have this small window, I'll might as well take advantage of the time to explore..:)
Take care and thanks!
-- A
Email: alicia_223@hotmail.com