Posted by babygirl86 on December 08, 2009 at 03:40 [99.173.139.132]
I think I might be losing my daddy to someone else :( The only problem is I don't know who! He likes to go on messageboards and websites like this one and diaperspace and talk to girls and I feel like we aren't as close as we used to be. It really hurts me. (The worst part is he's done this before and he just lies to me because he thinks that's what I want to hear. It's not - granted this stuff never gets physical with other baby girls due to distance but I don't care)
The other day, I even made a mess in my diaper and after it was all over, it was like I hadn't even made a dent in his day. :( I thought that was what he liked best, but I was too messy to...you know, do it...at that particular time. Sometimes, I wear for hours waiting for him to get home and it's like I didn't do nuffin. :(
I am really afraid that some Internet girl might be replacing me and I don't like that too much. (Marriage is kind of a big deal, you know?)
I thought you guys might be able to help me. I used to post here under another name but I kind of disappeared.
We have talked about this but it's like he doesn't want to. It is really getting me down. What do I do? Hack his email? Get into another conversation that he doesn't want to have? Just keep messing? (Well, I would do that anyways...)