Posted by Annie on December 18, 1998 at 14:46
I have a few more true personal accidents to share with you. I like getting your comments on them. Here is one more:
When I was 18/19, I went to a school where I lived in a student house with many students on the school campus. We had a room each, but shared the bathrooms and showers on each floor. My room was at the other end of the hallway from the bathrooms. I guess it must have been a 15-20 meters walk. It was not a very big house. One night I had been drinking quite a lot of soda before I went to bed. As usual, I had been to the bathroom before I locked myself into my room to sleep. I woke up after some hours, in the middle of the night, quite sudden, by a very strong urge to pee. Actually, I was about to start peeing right there in my bed, and woke up with that terrible feeling you have when you dream you are peeing and suddenly realize you are not sitting on a toilet. I managed to hold it before anything else than a few drops of pee had escaped, and the bed did not get wet. But I was desperate, stepped out of bed and wiggled and danced around on the floor with both my hands in my crotch. I was terrified that I might wet the floor in my room, though no one would have found out. I did not enjoy any moment of holding it, it was very uncomfortable and I was shivering and had tears in my eyes. I suddenly felt that I lost control and quickly sat down on a wooden chair to try to regain control. I still managed to hold it in, but had a problem - I was completely naked, that is how I sleep sometimes. Usually I wear my panties to bed, but not this night. I did not want to go naked through the hallway down to the bathroom, because I could meet someone there - not very likely at that time of night, but I was too shy to risk it. I was frantic, fidgeting and wiggling madly on the chair with both my hands deep in my crotch, unable to dress myself. The waves hit my bladder almost constantly, and I had no time in between them to take my hands out of my crotch and get dressed. But then I felt a little in control for a moment, and got up from my chair, opened the closet and grabbed my bathing robe. I had to sit down again immediately without getting it on, because another wave hit me. I also grabbed a pair of panties, I could reach them with one hand from my chair. The nest time I felt a little in control, I quickly put them on - also with one hand. For a short time I thought about going in my sink that I had in my room, but it was too high and I would not be able to hold it climbing up on the chair I was sitting on in front of the sink - first I would have to move the chair to the sink and I thought it would be easier to just run through the hallway when a wave was not being too bad. I was really wiggling and fidgeting, but managed to get my robe around my body at last with both hands, but felt my pantes getting wet and I had to put them down again quickly. So I did not get the belt right. I had to sit down again to regain control. Then I thought I would just have to run, because it would just get worse and worse, and if I did not get to the bathrooms quick I would wet my panties, my floor and my bathing robe. So when the next wave felt like it was leaving for a short time, I got up, walked over the floor, opened the door out to the hallway and started running like hell down towards the toilets. I did not close my door behind me, I just ran. Midways in the hallway i started to pee. It was gushing out of me, through my pants, down my legs and I could hear it hit the floor as I was running. I did not stop, I was running with my hands in my crotch and there was nothing I could do to stop peeing, so I just thought I would try and make it to the bathrooms to pee the rest in there. I managed to pee a little bit in the toilet, the last drops. I had peed so fast, most of it was out in the hallway. I took a quick shower, put my bath robe back on, and went out in the hallway to clean up my pee with some paper towels. The nest morning the hallway would be washed, so I didn't care to do that and risk being caught washing the hallway in the middle of the night, having to explain it.
I was so afraid someone would come out of their rooms when I ran down the hall peeing myself and the floor, and very happy when I was back in my room, dried up and not wiggling any more.
I still wake up sometimes when I dream I pee, and I manage to stop peeing when I wake up, but sometimes my panties get wet before I wake up, sometimes the sheets get a little wet stain, and sometimes I wake up by the feeling of pee running down my thies, that is when I am not wearing panties. But now I always manage to stop it before the bed gets soaked.
The last time I really soaked my bed was at 16, I had not had a bed accident for several years then, not since the age of 12/13 i think. And then, at 16, at our country house, I wet my bed two nights in a row. I did not tell anyone after the first night, I just let it dry out during the day and went back to the same bed to sleep in the same sheets again - and wet myself again. My parents had invited some friends and their daughters to sleep over that weekend, they were older than me and we slept in the same room. I did not dare to tell anyone what I had done, and acted as if nothing was wrong. Just the thought of telling my mom, and maybe having some of the guests hear it or understand what had happened was so embarrassing.