How do I tell a new boyfriend that the only way I can cum is to shit in a baby diaper?
It can be a bit lonely and hard to find a boyfriend when my sexual desires all involve shitting myself. How to I tell a new boyfriend that the only way I can cum is to shit myself in a baby diaper? Short story - I can't! He'd think I was crazy and run a mile. But that's the reality of having a dirty kink like this - it really is the only way I can cum! I need to feel a load of warm poop in the back of my diaper to get aroused enough to cum. It seems like it's always been like that. I want to be diapered, I need to be diapered, and I have to wet and mess myself!
So sex for me will have to stay a solitary thing - just me, my hand and my poop filled diaper!
So today I go through the same solitary ritual so I can orgasm. I start in a baby diaper, and then I wet it. Slowly I become more and more sexually aroused. Then I fill the diaper with a big smelly poop. I touch and squeeze the bulging mess, and pull my diaper down to see and smell what I've done. That's an important part of it for me. Then I put the dirty diaper back on, sit on it, slide my dirty bottom on the floor, masturbate myself through the diaper and then... I have a wonderful orgasm. I love it every time, but am I destined to always do this by myself?
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