Whenever I'm a bit sad or lonely or anxious, filling my panties makes me feel happy & secure The experts call it "comfort soiling"!
I'm sure this is something that must go back before I can even remember, but even now, whenever I'm a bit sad or lonely or anxious, filling my panties makes me feel happy & secure. I love to crawl on the floor like a little girl, mess myself and fill my panties. Afterwards I like to hide in a corner, enjoying the feeling of what I've done, then sit on my mess and get my bottom all dirty.
I really don't know why pretending I'm a little girl with a dirty bottom would make me feel happy and secure, but it's probably because someone always cleaned me up afterwards, whether I was at home or at kindergarten. It's nice to have someone to take charge and tell me what a dirty dirl I am before taking off my messy panties, cleaning my dirty bottom and then putting me in clean clothes.
I like to curl up in the corner like a little girl with my panties all full and my bottom all dirty!
I guess it probably all started with not making it to the toilet on time and having accidents, but once I realized I enjoyed the attention, I soon graduated to doing it on purpose. And it's been that way ever since! My own secret little "pick me up". As I hide in the corner with my panties bulging and full, I tell myself I'm a dirty little girl, and instantly I feel a whole lot better. I read somewhere it's called "comfort soiling"! Lol
As I got older and learned to masturbate, then I began to associate other feelings with full panties, but still at the root of it all was the simple desire to feel little, happy, safe and secure. All I need now is someone to hold my hand and give me a hug, clean up my dirty bottom and put me into nice clean fresh panties. Anyone?
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