Posted by LilKimmy on December 07, 2008 at 14:09 [24.116.209.28]
I have a problem and I'm not sure where to go with it. My husband and I are both into the ABDL scene. I have always been AB, well since I was a teen. He was always DL. But when we found out we shared the interest, he turned more AB. He is still more about diapers but he enjoys being mommied and treated like a liddle boy. I love to do it for him too, so don't get me wrong there.
But on occassion I get into really "bad" baby moods, and sometimes it feels like I'm all alone. He says that he can play the daddy part too, and he'll change my wet diapers. I'm not looking for him to feed me baby food, I mostly just really want him to take some time to be extra cuddly, maybe get me a bottle of milk or something. The other night I was in baby mode. Which he knew. But I had to get my pacifier and my milk and my stuffed animal, and I was laying there while he slept feeling very lonely and I didn't enjoy my liddle time at all.
SO I got up and dumped out my milk and just fell asleep sad. I tried to talk to him about it the next day but I don't think he really understands how it makes me feel. I do the AB stuff more for emotional reasons. Because when I'm really in liddle mode I just wanna curl up against him and feel warm and safe, I actually can picture myself being 3 again (my preferred baby age). His needs are more sexual than mine are. I totally enjoy sexy time with diapers. So it's not that he likes it and I don't. But it's after, where the problem comes in.
And please don't say "well men pass out after sex!" I know all about the biology that goes into that, I'm not looking for 2 hours worth of cuddling and chatting. But most of the time I get nothing other than a "good night" and he rolls over.
I'm sure this is rather messed up sounding, I doubt I'm making sense. But basically he's said he'll play daddy sometimes, and I don't need it often, I far prefer being the mommy most of the time. But it's like when I'm in baby mode, I'm by myself even when he is very aware I'm in liddle mode. One of 2 things happens. Either he'll find out I'm in baby mode and go into baby mode himself, which leans my baby mode totally overshadowed, or he's just in adult mode and basically ignores the fact I'm in baby mode at all.
Anyone have thoughts on this? Like I said I've tried talking to him and the response I get is "I can be a daddy too!" but yet it never happens. He will change me, but doesn't really like to I think. And like I said it's more about the little things and cuddling and such than him changing me. But he doesn't seem able to take the things I do with him, and return the favor I guess.
Anyhow, in the rare times I am in baby mode, it makes me feel like a very sad and alone liddle girl.
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