Posted by Dill Pickle on September 17, 2004 at 21:07 [64.12.117.15]
In Reply to: Re: DILL PICKLE posted by Ashley on September 14, 2004 at 01:16
I used to do diapers for sex...especially when I did not have a partner...with the standard pattern of going heavy duty for a while, then getting bored.
That bad partner left me with quite a bit of depression/anxiety...even though 1997 was my last contact with her. I will certainly admit that I have put diapers on to feel better when I'm not feeling well -- including on return from the ER after almost losing my appendix to dehydration and eating some abused (not refrigerated for too long) carrots, and on similar incidents with disagreeable food.
I'm no longer really sure what I'm doing wearing padding anymore. Maybe it's sex, maybe not. I will say that I am moving over to "protective underwear" style diapers because of their silence, (Depend super-plus absorbency with a booster pad is halfway decent). I will also say that I've noticed a change in my physical responses to sex since wearing diapers a lot. Specifically, when masturbating, the sort of pulsing in the penis that I associate with just after an orgasm is now triggering almost instantaneously earlier in the process.
I'm also having trouble with depression/anxiety this week and am trying to eat my way out of it, using chocolate, raw leaves, and certain other foods. I have also been wearing a lot of padding, partly in a counter reaction to a dry spell caused when one of my co-workers noticed a plastic sound and inquired. I did not answer, but I did stop wearing for a bit.
The only real problem with "protective underwear" is that you have to take off your pants and shoes to put on a new pair. Mid-day, that's work!
Incidentally, the change in my attitude corresponds roughly to my reading diapers and such on wetset and elsewhere. I think they lost some of the "forbidden fruit" aspect when I told my GF.