Posted by Alyssa on August 27, 2010 at 13:33 [24.152.192.13]
In Reply to: Re: Update posted by Pantybump on August 27, 2010 at 08:35
Well I don't know, now that I've had more time to think about it (and more objectively) it wasn't really as bad as I described it. The thing is, it's hard to seperate the physical vs. emotional feelings.
Physical: I'd say physically it doesn't feel that bad, to be honest - while the poop is still warm, that is. When it comes out it doesn't feel that bad, and sitting in it actually feels good, it just felt like a warm, soft, mushy blanket for my butt. Although, when you sit around in it for a while and it gets cold, then it starts to feel disgusting. So overall... it's not that bad, physically.
Emotionally: Emotions are what make it so disgusting, I think. Like everyone else I was conditioned from a very early age to go to the bathroom in the toilet - and that is was bad to go in your pants. There's the physical part of that (I found it very hard to poop in my pants, even when I had to go badly), and the emotional part - it feels totally wrong. And in society poop/pee are considered disgusting and having poop in your clothes the most disgusting thing of all. So naturally, when I did it... I felt disgusting, and embarassed.
So no it really wasn't that bad. It just didn't do anything for me positively, I don't get turned on by doing something against the grain, although maybe with my boyfriend there I will. I hope so.
Sorry if this turned into a bit of a rant!
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