Posted by Lionheart on October 27, 2000 at 00:29
In Reply to: Pissing and masturbating posted by Yellow girl on October 26, 2000 at 15:15
Welcomt to the best fetish on the planet, Yellow Girl! We always like to see newcomers who share a genuine interest in our hobby and enjoy telling us s little about themselves. Anyway, here's a little bit about my background and how I got started:
I'm male, straight, 39, and work as a professional flight instructor for a large company, and am also an Air National Guard officer (Navigator on a KC-135 air refueling tanker).
I've enjoyed wetting my pants and the idea of women having "accidents", either accidentally or on purpose, since I was in kindergarten. I’ve always had a realization that it feels good to let go of a full bladder or large firm load. Along with that was an awareness that doing it in my pants, with the accompanying warmth and relief, combined with the unique physical sensations and "naughtiness" brought an extra excitement and forbidden pleasure to an otherwise routine physiological function. Still, I just couldn't put a finger on why, how, or exactly when I began to realize I felt this way about enjoying it. Of course, I was afraid to actually act on any of it, as my parents would have been quite upset.
Then, in first grade, I saw a girl in my class pee her school uniform (dark navy blue dress) on the first day of class, about half an hour before dismissal. As it was a catholic school and we were all deathly afraid of the nuns, it was no surprise that she never asked to go, and wound up doing it sitting in her seat. I was hypnotized at the sight, and also amazed that no one raised a hand to tell. Of course, I wasn't going to tell. Anyway, she "got away with it", which I thought was really cool!
Almost immediately afterwards, I began wondering how the sensations must have felt for her, and decided I could get away with peeing the bed as an experiment. So, one night right after I crawled into bed, I decided to let go and do it in my flannel pajamas. Oh, the warmth and relief! Of course, the next day I got a mild scolding from my mother, so I didn't do that again for a long time.
When I was about 12 or 13, I began to enjoy a little privacy at home once in awhile, as my parents would let me stay home when they went shopping or on other short trips. So, I began to experiment again, first simply sitting on the toilet in underwear and peeing through them, then rinsing them out and hiding them in the laundry. I eventually tried pooping my pants also, and really enjoyed it (still do), but the cleanup was a daunting, challenging task for a 13 year old to get away with successfully. I didn't do that as often as wetting, but enjoy it just as much, although much less often.
During high school, I really began to worry that I wasn't "normal", and wondered if I should or could "do anything" about my desires. Normal pictures of naked girls didn't fire me up near as much as if they would have been normally dressed and prancing desperately waiting for a restroom. When I experienced wet dreams, they almost always involved losing bladder control peeing in my pants along with orgasmic relief and pleasure. There wasn't anyone I could admit any of this to, and I actually told myself I should stop enjoying it, and maybe it would "go away". Of course, we know that it doesn't work that way! : )
In college, I was finally admitting to myself that this was a part of me whether I accepted it or not, and decided to not only let myself enjoy it, but try to learn more if I could. I was convinced that there HAD to be SOMETHING somewhere on whatever it was called, if it even had a name. I began searching books on sexuality in the college library, and eventually came across "Studies in the Psychology of Sex" by Havelock Ellis, from the 1930’s. He documented several cases of sexual excitement through urination and clothes wetting. I even found terms, UROLAGNIA and COPROLAGNIA, that described a sexual interest in urination and defecation. Bingo!
Sometime thereafter, I also discovered Nancy Friday and her works on documenting women's fantasies. Lo and behold, a handful of them involved guys and girls desperate to the point of peeing their pants! Yesssss! From there, I occasionally came across stories in Penthouse revolving around wetting and golden showers. Also, I was able to get my hands on some mail order magazines from the now evidently defunct Platinum Press. In particular, “Wet Dreams was one of the better titles that had a fair share of wetting and pooping accident accounts and stories.
At his point, I was dating a girl in college, and we were close enough that I finally mustered the courage to tell her about it. I remember it vividly, as we drove westbound around the north side of Indianapolis on I-465 after a day of shopping. She wasn't totally thrilled by the idea, which came as no surprise, but she also didn't tell me to stop the car and let her out, either. Still, it never appealed to her, and in fact she was slightly turned off by it. We eventually broke up, but for other reasons unrelated to water sports.
I graduated from college, worked for a little while before joining the Air Force, and after meeting the girl I'm now married to, I told her about my interest, which she doesn't share, but she at least understands. In fact, she'll once in awhile point out some woman in a mall or wherever and whisper in my ear "ppsssshhhhhhhhhhhhhsssssshhhhhsssssssss.......!" She's a good sport!
A couple of years ago, we got an internet account, and I immediately discovered Patches Place, followed by Aloris, and then Wet Set. I've finally accepted that this is part of me, and will be until I die. I try to encourage others to accept that part of what they are. Somehow God set us on the course we each take, and for whatever reason, that's how it is. We need to accept it responsibly and live our lives accordingly.
As for my current activities, I enjoy both wetting and pooping, mostly in private, but occasionally I have staged wet desperation accidents in some public places. If you go back about two and a half years in the Wet Set archives, you'll come across them. However, my wife doesn't know that I actually do any of these activities, or that I spend any time at Wet Set, Patches, Aloris, or #ws.
Well, I hope I didn't put you to sleep with that. Once again, welcome, and enjoy our board!
Lionheart
Email: lion135r@aol.com