Posted by CASSIE on December 21, 1998 at 23:49
For the first time we told a boyfriend (Hannah's) that we are bi-sexual. We have considered the possiblility before and we've talked about it quite a bit but until now the right combination of braveness and situation has not presented itself. While guys obviously like the notion of lesbian sex we have never really felt comfortable admitting the fact that we are intimate. I guess maybe that IS the reason... they like it a little TOO much. But Tim was a different sort of guy. Hannah and I are not much into the macho sports-playing guys but rather the types of guys I see a lot of my friends overlook. Which is funny because a lot of my friends have the paranoid-stalker-wacko sort of boyfriends which is pretty bizarre. I would never put up with that. At any rate, Tim is not only cute but really polite and doesn't make the first move all of the time. I almost feel guilty for letting him know that our relationship is more than friends but he's given us a couple of different reasons to make us think he's into peeing and wetting. I think we are kind of planning for New Years night. Big party at our place. That's really funny to think that so many people will be drinking and partying right next to the computer I use to type all this stuff in on! We want to maybe let him know about our real interest. I almost didn't post this because planning an encounter doesn't usually work but I will let you know what happens.
He has been going out with Hannah for a couple of weeks now but the thought of wetting my pants in front of him makes me so excited. I can't imagine watching HIM do it. We could have a lot of fun. If it doesn't kill him! One guy once told me (without knowing that I'm bi), "I think if I really had a chance to do it with two women I would have a hemmorage and die before it could happen." Wow. Is that the way guys feel?
At any rate, I'll let you know what happens. Thanks everyone for email and for being supportive. Last half a year has been a bit difficult at times.
Email: cassievale@hotmail.com