Posted by J on December 02, 1998 at 20:49
Actually I was going to skip tonight before I saw
Kev's comments to my previous posts in the newest archive.
I am putting them here instead of back there.
Yes of course you are right. Not to be a downer about it,
I really was engaging in very risky behavior then. To
whoever might consider doing it - I would say don't do it.
Honestly if I had the chance to do it again I would NOT.
I was posting those stories because the events in question
are *long* since gone and there were no bad turns of events.
Perhaps it is a bit irresponsible for me to not put a
disclamer in before the stories - sorry.
But I suspected that the folks here would enjoy the details,
and on top of all that it is indeed a way to put that part
of my life in perspective.
As Kev mentioned, it is an enormous adrenaline rush.
He must really have lived the tales he told, as that is
really the *exact* description I would use. It is so
addictive that one feels compelled to repeat the activity.
Which is why there are a large handful of stories left to
mention about that park, and also the exact same reason
that I eventually stopped seeking out the thrill. Besides
being very risky, I felt controlled by the compulsion, and
did not like how that felt. So I quit cold turkey.
Which is not to say that I have not had happenstance
sightings since then, or that my "antennas" are completely
dormant. The basic brain wiring is just done that way,
and I suspect always will be.
Sorry to be so non-erotic tonight, folks, but I felt that
Kev's comments had to amplified.