Posted by lovetofillmypanties on October 19, 2000 at 07:27
Good morning guys. I'm wondering if this messy obsession of mine makes me less feminine. Is it mainly a guy thing? I am so totally feminine, always soft spoken, dress completely girly, always fuss with my hair and make-up. I like being clean and pretty and then I also like to fill my panties. That seems like a contradiction. I guess the main thing I'm asking is if panty pooping, from a guys' perspective, makes a woman seem less feminine. Your responses have been so sweet, I really appreciate them. I'm married and my husband doesn't know about my secret fetish. He'd be totally grossed out if he did. I know he'd think of it as completely disgusting. It is so contrary to the way I look and live the rest of my life that he'd completely freak out. I'm always so clean and smell so good (when he's around). I only do this in private and make sure all the evidence is cleaned up before he gets home. Someone said, in a response to one of my posts that they hope I'm for real and that I'm really doing what I say. Well, I am. It was the first time I had actually pooped my panties while I was online typing but I loved it. It added to the excitement tremendously to come to this message board where others share in the fun and to fill my panties while I described it to you. I've read lots of your stories about pooping in public and the thought excites me a lot but I don't think I'd have the courage unless I was wearing a diaper or something really thick and absorbant. I'd be too worried about leakage and/or the smell. It would sure feel good though. I think I'm going to try the 'pooping while driving' thing. That's kind of public. I could be looking at all the people in their cars around me, pushing a big pile into my panties and they'd never know. I wonder why it feels so good to fill your pants. I always wish my mess would just keep coming and coming, bigger and bigger. I get the most turned on while it's working it's way out, hearing those tiny little crackling sounds, feeling the warm bulge grow with my hand held back there. Then when you sit down in it, WOW. It crawls all around. Sometimes it works it's way all the way up to my clit. Well, I was hoping if I typed long enough I'd feel my big morning poop coming on and I'd be able to do it here with you guys but it's not happening. I'll try to log on when I do feel it coming and poop with all of you. See you later. X0X0X0X0
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