Posted by HooN on December 01, 2010 at 14:38 [98.122.191.41]
In Reply to: How I discovered this posted by Amy M.D. on November 30, 2010 at 18:56
I took discovered this 'fetish' in college at the same age :) I was 19 and was usually alone in my dorm room as my room mate had a girlfriend and he spent most of his time with her at her place. Anyway, like most guys I was browsing the web, bored, looking at porn and I came across an adult diaper site. Intrigued I look at the free pictures and began a quest to scour the web, looking for free diaper pictures. This lead to panty pooping finds which piqued my curiosity further. Eventually I got the nerve up and bought a pack of goodnites from the drug store and well, peed and pooped myself one night. I was hooked. There was something very..satisfying of letting it go in your boxerbriefs or diapers and something very naughty.
So for sometime I would do this in private; either in my dorm room, or in a private stall in the showers, then shower real fast and throw the evidence away wrapped in several plastic bags. It was great. A real turn on, like instant orgasm for me. As time went by I joined sites, and chat channels hoping to meet a like minded female who I could share this with, or at least someone who was open minded. I came to find that most of these channels and sites were dominated by guys, and as soon as a female would announce herself, she would become inundated with emails, and private IMs, etc. So I gave up.
Several years later, my senior year, my girlfriend at the time found a video I had made of myself doing it in my diapers. Instead of talking to me about it, she blabbed to her sorority girls, showed the video to friends, family, even told my family about it and my fraternity brothers. Talk about total humiliation. I would get jeered in public by people I didn't even know - but they knew me, through that video. It took several years (i was almost a 7yr student!) for it to pass. My family made me go to therapy which, surprisingly was kind of liberating. The therapist came to the conclusion that if it doesn't become an obsession, and if it is done in private where it doesn't bother or offend anyone else, that it would be ok. That it is always going to be a part of me. Not what my gf and fam wanted to hear. oh well.
So after that I didn't do it again for about 4-5yrs. Just recently I've gotten back into it, both panties, boxer briefs and diapers, but not as much as before. And in the privacy of my home. I still harbor hope that one day someone will be ok with it, or even enjoy it with me. But if not, then I still have wetset lol