I laughed so hard I wet myself, but the rush of warmth calmed me down and began to turn me on!
At the start of this video I'm laughing hysterically, but I don't even know exactly why. I'm sure though it's to do with my current confused mental state. I know what I want - to be a baby girl in diapers all the time, and to use them whenever I need to - but sometimes the guilt can be overwhelming. It distresses me that I can't tell anyone, even close friends, about my most important desires. I don't like that I have to keep it big secret. I would love it to be out in the open, but that can never be. I could probably tell them almost anything else except wanting to be diapered. I know what they'd think of me and that's scary. How can something so harmless be so taboo?
After enjoying myself in my wet diaper, I flip to the opposite mood, feeling guilty, scared and alone again!
The hot pee swirling around my private parts and running down to warm my bottom is a glorious and sensual relief for my tortured soul. The diaper is completely soaked and swollen, and hugs me in its warm embrace. I get on my hand and knees and feel the hot soggy mass. I squeeze and jiggle the wet diaper. Oh how I love it - I love it so much! For the moment I can be lost in my own little world of total pleasure. But alas, the relief is temporary, and I quickly sink back into despair, knowing that what I've just done is completely taboo and must remain my deepest secret.
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