Dear Santa, I really want to get something for Christmas, and I've got my tree all ready. So I'm going to try my hardest to be a good little girl from now on. This will be the last time I piss and poop in my panties and make myself all dirty. I know I've said that lots of times before, but I'll try extra hard this time. The problem is that being a dirty girl makes me so horny, and that's why I have to do it so often. I know I shouldn't be doing it again this time, but I'm hoping you'll forgive me, and won't put me on the naughty list.

Imagine if Veronika had kept her dirty sexual desires a secret from her boyfriend. It wouldn't be an easy thing to admit to. Then imagine him walking in and seeing her masturbating while covered in shit! What would be his reaction? Would he be shocked? Or angry even? How could the love of his life be doing such a dirty thing? OMG Veronika, what are you doing? Did you really just cum? I can't believe it - you dirty girl! Is this what you do when I'm not home? How long has this been going on? I knew you accidentally messed yourself sometimes, but I had no idea it was a turn on for you. Care to explain yourself? NO! Stay where you are - I want to hear what you have to say!

As I slid my clean white tights up my legs, my mind was filled with dirty, sexy thoughts. I was very much in the mood to be a super messy girl, and I longed to fuck myself. My tights were not going to stay clean for long and my plan was simple - piss myself, mess myself, fuck myself in my ass and pussy, then cover myself in it! I know it's generally not acceptable to want to do things like that, but I can't help myself. I've always been a dirty girl, and it seems I only get worse as time goes by. Some days it's all I can think about. Imagine what my co-workers would think if they knew the kind of thoughts going through my head, and what I planned to do after work!

I need to poop myself as least once a day for sexual gratification. If I don't I get all stressed out. So you can imagine what it was like being constipated and not being able to do it. It's not like I didn't try, but all I could do was wet myself, and maybe a little poop, but not the nice big loads in my panties that I need to get myself off. So it was time to do something about it. I planned to first do as much as I could, and then flush out the rest with my squeeze bottle of water.

Looking sexy in my black panties and fishnet stockings, I was ready for another day of dirty games. I didn't have to push, just let go, as I had been holding back what I knew was going to be a big runny shit. As soon as I released my hold, hot diarrhea flowed into and out of my panties as I pissed myself at the same time. The poop fell to the floor into a dirty pile beside a growing puddle of piss. It felt great to let go, but the heat from my poop and piss felt even better as it spread around all my private parts. I love that hot spreading feeling!

Although I can kinda cum during regular sex, there is only one way I can REALLY cum. Ever since that very first time many years ago when I rubbed my pussy after messing my panties, I knew I had discovered something special. So special in fact that it would become my only real path to a truly satisfying orgasm. It started out with just needing to shit myself first, but as time went on, the orgasms got better and better as I got dirtier and dirtier. Now you'll most likely find me frigging myself while sitting in a big dirty mess, with shit all over me, shaking uncontrollably as I reach the perfect climax!

Today I had a really fun idea. I wanted to try something different from my usual dirty playtime. Sure, I still wanted to piss and poop myself, and make a big mess, but after seeing the can of whipped cream in the cupboard at breakfast, I knew exactly what I wanted to do with it. So I put on a pair of my favorite panties I use for naughty fun, pissed them and loaded them up with a huge poop. Before reaching for the cream, I still needed to play with my mess for a bit and fuck myself in the ass, but then I was ready.

I'm in the mood to be a dirty little girl - a dirty little girl in a poopy diaper - a diaper bulging with a big warm mess - and it's going to make me feel naughty and sexy! I know because it always does. Even just that initial scratchy feeling as I pull the diaper up my legs, knowing I'm about to fill it, is enough to get me started. And then I do it, like I've done a thousand times before, but I never get tired of it. Look at my diaper, it's bulging with poop, and inside my pussy is all excited. So now it's time for some naughty, dirty, diaper fun!

I've got my sexy lacy lingerie on, but my bladder is really full and I need to poop. I guess my pink lacy panties are about to get a big surprise. I start to piss them, and it seems like I never stop, while at the same time filling them with a huge load of poop. This gets me very turned on and in the mood for some sexy fun - I wanna fuck my ass and pussy with everything at hand - actually, including my hand! I fuck myself with different dildos, including a double headed one that fills my ass and pussy at the same time.

At the start I'm a good, clean girl, just home from work, but there's no way that's gonna last. My tummy has been rumbling all afternoon, but I've held back. And I've also been desperate to piss, but I've held that back too. Why? Because I wanna let everything go in my clothes - I wanna piss and shit myself and fuck myself in the ass. I wanna be a really dirty girl. I want it so bad that it's all I could think about those last few hours at work - just make it home, let it go, cover myself in my mess and really fuck myself hard in the ass!

Girls have to do a lot of stuff that guys don't, and that includes the whole beauty and makeup thing. Every now and then I have to use an exfoliating mask on my face to make it nice and baby smooth. But it takes time, so I thought I might as well enjoy myself while I waited. So I put on a pullup diaper, and got my trusty dildo ready. I gave a push and filled the diaper with a nice, warm load of poop bulging in the back. It felt wonderful just to have pooped myself, but my game had only just started!

I'd been holding on for ages, and desperately needed to both piss and poop. But feeling horny and not wanting to waste such a great opportunity, I put on a pair of pantyhose, squatted down and spread my legs wide apart. First I began to pee, but the poop soon followed, and even as I continued to piss myself, the poop exploded and spread into a huge mess between my legs! The feeling of pissing and shitting myself at the same time was so erotic, especially when my hot piss was swirling around my pussy, held back temporarily by the huge pile of poop! What a wonderfully erotic experience that was, and now I had another opportunity I didn't want to waste - being an extra dirty girl!

I got into the tub, intending to shit myself and then have a shower, but I didn't realize my poop would be so runny. It just poured out of my panties into a messy pool on the floor of the tub. This got me excited, so I thought I'd have some fun before I got cleaned up. First I fucked myself with my dildo, and then attempted to put the pool of diarrhea back into my panties. I was only partially successful, but I did make a nice poop bulge centered right over my pussy! Then I squished it, and I had runny poop all between my legs. But why stop there?

I've been very dirty, and made a complete mess of two pairs of white pantyhose. One I filled with runny diarrhea, and the other with a solid poop, but they both ended up pretty much the same way - very, very messy! Pooping myself in pantyhose is great, because it's easy to see everything through them. You can see the poop coming out and spreading over my butt. I also like pantyhose because I can easily tear a hole in them, and then conveniently get to my girl parts that are begging for attention. I like them too because they're light and thin, and I can scrumple them up and push them in my pussy! I know it's not recommended to put poopy things in my pussy, but who's gonna stop me when I'm feeling horny!

Who likes doing it in their jeans? Anyone? I know I'm not the only one who likes doing it. I know some other girls who poop in their jeans regularly, and I'm sure there must be some of you guys who do too. I've chatted to quite a few girls who've admitted to liking it, one very similar to me. I'd love to do it together with her in RL, but so far we've only exchanged photos and done it together on facetime. The other day we were chatting online and she said she needed to poop, and when I said I did too, we both knew instantly what was going to happen. She was already wearing jeans, but I had to go and change, as she really wanted to see me do it in jeans too. I was more than happy to oblige!