Posted by Daddy J on July 03, 2006 at 10:37 [69.229.232.91]
After trying to find a real diaper girl for the past 4 years and only finding heart ache and lies. I am giving up on there ever being a chance to have an adult baby relationship. Majority of the girls are either fake, they are guys pretending to be girls, they are insane with way too many issues, or they are all talk. The first girl I met, after 4 months of lying to me and using me, finally admitted that she was using her friends pictures. Next girl, did the same thing to me even when she knew I had been lied to and used before. She lied to me and used me for 4 months again, and finally broke down and confessed that she was married 32 with 2 kids. Once again devastated. So for some dumb reason I wanted to try again. Hahaha the next one was a protestant girl who told me after two months that God told her to tell me we have to just be friends. So I said ok Joan of Arc have fun in Fantasy Land. I posted a few weeks ago talking about meeting my babygirl in Northern Ireland soon after we had been talking for a year. I gave this girl my everything. My time, my effort, my love, my everything. I mean a whole year, she bought a web cam for me, she took pictures for me, everything. This week is the week I was supposed to fly out there and meet her, but she suddenly dissappeared over a week ago with no word, no emails, no return of phone calls, nothing. Her best friend won't even answer my calls anymore. Is this what all the diaper girls do? They just lie, use you, lead you on until they get what they want or until it's time to meet up and they just bail? I mean why are there so many diapers girls out there that all the they do is talk. I am a great guy. I work 2 jobs, have plenty of hobbies, and have standards and morales. Why does this keep happening to me? Why can I not find a real diaper girl who knows what love is. I never thought this girl would be so mean and cruel to just run away like that. Atleast tell me. Not knowing is worse than knowing. I'm sorry for rambling everyone. It's just here is where I first met her and maybe I guess here is where it ends.
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