Posted by sitterstuff on November 12, 2006 at 19:04 [72.88.70.52]
So i've decided to share some old letters from a former lgf to share with the discouraged that yes its possible to find. Although like most relationships in our modern age temporary. I hope that the perspective of my ex lg will give a bit of insight to some.
"So, d as your good little girl (and for the most part I am) I shall try to write my story and my feelings down. But I don't really think this story begins two days ago. I think it begins even before I would become(even though, then, I already was) yours. This story began the first week we spent together, when you put a diaper on me to sleep in, and even before that when we talked about this together in the first place. I always wondered why I had x make me a little girl's nightgown out of soft flannel and lace. You know there was no pattern for that. It was made specifically from how I described it to x. Let me start by saying that the first night and following morning when I woke up I still didn't realize how serious you were about this. So when I told you I had to use the little girl's room I think I was testing you to find out what you would sayto me. And, as it was, I think you chickened out a little. It wasn't until last time, when you dressed me up and held me until I had an "accident" that it finally occurred to me that you were quite serious.
I feel that you have given me a world of make believe and tenderness that never quite dissappeared inside of me when I grew up.
It doesn't suprise me, at all, that I find this so increadibly exciting in one way amd then again, there is a huge conflict between socialization and some aspect of all the things we do together. It dosen't suprise me because all of the things we do together are always so natural. The rest only servesto make it more interesting.
And now that you are hovering, I'll finishthe story by completing the original assignment. What was that anyways?"