Posted by Carol on September 03, 2006 at 12:15 [80.1.224.6]
In Reply to: Re: Little girl lost posted by DaddyValen on September 03, 2006 at 08:56
Hello,
It's strange - although I hoped and dreamt that a daddy would reply, I don't think I really believed it and now I feel sort of scared and excited and thrilled all at the same time. My tummy's got a lot of butterflies in it.
It's only recently that I've come to realise that my little girl needs to come out and be acknowledged and loved. She's been shut away for so long, pushed in the background in the big girl's world. She will surface joyfully sometimes but most often she arrives in a rebellious strop, which is detrimental to both of us - little girl and big girl.
The big girl is a young 53 years old who deals with all the responsibilities of grownup life yet wants to cry 'I don't wanna'. The naughty little rebel makes me overeat, stay up late when I have early mornings and do various other things that are not loving actions but my unhappy girl can't seem to help it. It's almost as if she needs to stop both of us from really enjoying life and love but she's miserable doing it too.
Having said all this - strange how you can say things here I would never dream of saying face to face - I quite understand if you or other daddies don't want to know me.
Carol
Email: carolmcanderson@hotmail.com