Posted by Indigo on July 27, 2006 at 14:39 [81.153.99.86]
In Reply to: Re: How frightfully confusing posted by A. on July 27, 2006 at 14:28
Ironic indeed. A label is just a label ... but I'm not sure you've quite got me right. Probably for lack of information from me.
In real life, 30+ years ago, young Indigo grew up in a very intellectual family and was expected to become mature and sophisticated at a very young age ... indeed, he WANTED to, because don't we all want to live up to our family's expectations when we're that age?
Only now, I realise that there's a great chunk of childhood that I feel I missed out on altogether. Or to a significant degree, at any rate.
So I guess I want to regress to ... what? Five, six, something like that. Recapture something of that ... only as the little girl that I never was. (Perhaps a bit of a tomboy at that ... to get the best of both worlds. Demanding? Me? Never!)
And the relationship I want with an adult? Well, I guess it's more of a nanny I want than a daddy.
Does any of this make sense to you? Hell, I'm not sure it's making a lot of sense to me. But then, this is all new, and I've never really explored this properly before, not even in the privacy of my own mind.
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