Posted by Anais on January 17, 2005 at 12:13 [151.198.134.193]
In Reply to: L/G nappies and diapers how come? posted by John dl UK Lon SE on January 14, 2005 at 01:11
John
Speaking personally, I think there's a grain of truth in both your e-mail and Ape's. Like most people with ADD I sleep very deeply and would probably still wet my bed if I didn't take my meds (daddy and I were even thinking I might stop for a few days when we are on holiday and see if I can making daddy's dream come true by wetting while fast asleep). However, I do know of people both male and female who didn't wet their beds when younger but who are either diaper lovers, (sissy) ABs, (sissy) LGs/LBs or some combination of these rather artificial classifications.
From my perspective it has always gone beyond the fact that I did wet my bed as a kid and I was troubled by the fact that I liked to wake up to the shameful warmth of a wet bed. Not only did I fantasize about being back in nappies/diapers from a very young age (I remember making up stories in my head about this girl my own age who was a diapered detective when I was 8!), I also fantasized about humiliating pant wetting accidents and forms of submission such as being spanked (preferably in a really humiliating way like in front of others).
The relationship that I am in today is very strong because it includes a number of common interests other than age play. But it is the most sexually fulfilling relationship I have had because it includes elements of all the things that fire me sexually: Vestisim in the clothing - dressing up as a ballerina, wearing a fleece all-in-one and pigtails etc. Fetishism in the sound, and feel of the diapers, the smell of the baby powder and lotion. Masochism in the total submission to daddy when I walk in the door. The spankings. the being stood in the corner. The desperate desire to please daddy and make in right when I have been a bad girl. The need to ask permission for a drink, to get down from the table, to put the television on. The exhilerating feeling of being safe of not having to make any decisions, or to take care of my need for food or drink or even to change my own diapers ... this is a safety valve that I need in my life.
You certainly posted an interesting question. Although everybody is an individual there may be several broadly similar routes by which people come to the fetish (e.g. I read somewhere that a proportion of people who are into diapers were potty trained early).
Wow, that was a very serious e-mail for a bona fide LG. It's a holiday here in the US today and there's some snow on the sidewalk here in NY, I think I'm going to waddle over to daddy's big bed and lie down with my pacifier in my mouth clutching one of my Lil' ponies for an hour or so; then it'll proably be time for a change but daddy gets to decide when that happens :-)
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