Posted by Leigh on November 13, 2004 at 09:43 [69.110.31.121]
In Reply to: Re: New Girl posted by Saffy on November 13, 2004 at 05:22
Hey Saffy! How are you? Well, at first I introduced him to this and we played periodically (he was never into it and it showed). Over time he would become "daddy" randomly and it began to affect my everyday life when I didn't want it to. He also tried to take advantage of me when he had me in baby role. I am a recovering anorexic (a proud 115 now!) and if I wouldn't take a nap to regain some energy he wouldn't be a loving daddy about it. He'd put me over his lap and spank me till I howled and I couldn't sit down and then he'd try to make me "take care of him" against my will. Other times he would tell me 'no' and I would try and wheedle my way around it and he'd grab my wrist until it bruised. If I wasn't tired he'd physically restrain me until my arms hurt. I'd be punished for no reason at all and have to pose for him in the corner. I was scared. One day I met my new boyfriend and I left to be with him. I felt like I was running for my life. It took me five months to get used to having my backside touched and my face touched because I was so afraid that I was going to get hit. I love my new boyfriend so much that when he finds out about my little girl side in its entirety (and we're working on it) if he gives me the choice of this lifestyle or him, he wins hands down. I lived in hell for almost three years (not to mention my father is passive agressive) and I'm not going to go back to that. I think he would be understanding. He is always so loving when he calls me his "little miss" (short for mischevious). I'm so glad I met you and Anais, Saffy because I feel like I can really connect and become one of the girls here. I bought a Leap Pad (with my boyfriends encouragement) and he'll sit with me and play on it. At bedtime I put on my cutest little girl pout and ask for a bedtime story and he always tells me the story of the Princess (me) who goes off to live with her prince (him) and the royal P-nut (my cat) in a big palace where she can keep her toys in a room just for her. If i'm really good he'll play tickle monster and sing sesame songs (C is for cookie is a classic on SO many levels....). Lol, sorry about the rambling Saffy. ***Leigh
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