Posted by babygirl86 on August 02, 2005 at 18:35 [152.163.100.72]
ok well, as of now, i have tried to get into contact with my first dada adam, for several days. He won't talk to me or won't return any messages that i have left for him, and I can't help feeling used and many other sad emotions. I think that he should be adult enough to say that he doesn't want anything to do with his baby girl anymore. I don't know maybe i need closure over the whole situation, but i thought that we both loved each in daddy baby girl and adult way. It hurts to feel this way. I would just like to say to all new baby girls make sure your choice for your daddy is the right one. Make sure everything seems ok before you meet him, because afterwards, he may not be as interested as he seemed online. Who knows maybe it was just beginner's bad luck, I dont know, but don't think about love until you are absolutely certain he is the daddy for you. Don't learn the hard way, because as obsessive as this sounds i dont want it to be over with my dada. I still hold the little love bug in my heart for him, but I do not think he feels the same. Again, I am sure there is a dada out there for everyone, you just have to go through some rough spots to get there. Thank you to everyone who has given me advice, it has been helpful, and being able to have somewhere to write down my feelings makes me feel better to. Thank you.
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