Posted by tisha on June 11, 2005 at 07:23 [71.115.221.160]
In Reply to: Please let the Girls be the Ones Posting ISOs posted by L.E. on June 06, 2005 at 13:33
A shy girl will come to this board, and she will read all the posts listed on the non archived areas. She will glance through the rest of the site, if she doesn’t outright drink it ALL in. She will make mental note of the ones that reply and look sweet. The ones that look like they truly care, and are genuinely concerned and thoughtful will jump out at her and she will struggle with wanting to not post at all, but to send a pvt. email to those precious few that speak to her. And she will struggle with whether it is right that she do so.
A shy girl will notice that the bulk of the ones posting the most, have Daddies or little girls and are deliriously happy, and she will notice that the ones that are not partnered are the ones posting little ads “UK Daddy seeks his baby girl” for example, but no other posts from them. None. She will sigh, her heart will sink, and she wont bother to respond, because obviously those guys are just posting an ad, and she will wonder how many millions of other sites they have done the same with.
She will retreat from the site and visit here only occasionally, until she feels as though she is just gonna EXPLODE inside if she doesn’t find SOME venue to release this part of her into. Then and only then will you see a post from her, if at all, and she will be terrified that the pricks of the board will rip her apart, but hope against all hope that someone reaches out that hand to grab hers before she slips beneath that waterline for the last time and she drowns in doubts.
I posted the only way I knew how, I said “hello, I’m not looking for anyone, just wanted a place to “be” at.” Of course that isn’t true, of course I want that feeling with another, of course I want to explore all that I can – However it’s a safe way to say hello. To pretend that you don’t need anyone, means that you wont be disappointed when no one grabs hold of you. Or when the jerks get mean and rude to you, cuz every place has the jerks..lol.
I think that is why I keep posting that the responses I have gotten in my email from others on the board have all been great people. Yeah, I have had the one or two “Hey babygirl, I can show you how great it is to be a diapered baby to a horny Daddy, c’mere.” And I reply with “uuh.. no thank you.” :) Trying in my own little way to tell those shy ones that its okay to post when you are ready.
And maybe Ill be ready to reach out my hand soon to see who will be there to grab hold.
Email: tisha8@gmail.com