Posted by tisha on May 17, 2005 at 11:55 [4.4.78.235]
In Reply to: on my own posted by lauren on May 16, 2005 at 04:55
I had a Daddy once, and he wasn't emotionally good for me. His Daddy parts came from a different place than I needed them to. He was in it for kinky sex. I was in it for having my little girl loved. He was in it for a bedroom roleplaying, I was in it because sometimes.. i just *am* little, no role to play.
Sometimes.... being on your own is JUST what you *need*. It gives you the ability to look inside and figure out what YOU want and need and get to fall in love with that side of who you are! I know that it has helped me decide what I want and what i DONT want..lol Course i am learning more every day as i open my mind and my heart and learn more and experiment more.
Sure, sometimes its uber lonely and you just want to feel Daddy's arms holding you sooooo tight and kissin you soft, you just have to close your eyes and dream up your perfect Daddy and he *is* there with you. He is all around you, you breath him in and feel his arms, and you reground yourself into the fact that you *will* find him.
Sometimes you find guys that have some of his qualities but just aren't him. Gotta dig through a lot of dirt to find the diamonds. :)
BUT... you know that already, i know you do. When it gets hard you just need to remember it though. And.. yeah, you are never alone when you gots friends, right? Looks like there are a lot of people here that think you are pretty cool.
*smiles and gives you a special cookie that is flower shaped with that cool hard icing on it and little designs*
Its a special cookie.. one of my very favorite kinds. *whispers* You don't find it often, so when you do.. its really special! :) I hope you like it.
*shrugs*
tish - the new girl
Email: tisha8@gmail.com