Posted by Lauren on April 23, 2005 at 04:09 [80.43.123.138]
Hi, I'm really glad I found this message board! I'm 19 and up until now I always thought i was the only one in the world with thoughts and fantasies like this. I think that i'm leaning towards wanting to be a little girl but im so scared of my parents and boyfriend finding out. I don't dare buy nappies because my mum would find them and it would be like the end of the world! The only thing ive done is taken a drynite out of my little brothers packet and tried it on at night, it feels so right but after wards the guilt just eats me up. From reading the stories, i think i'd love to have a boyfriend/daddy like that but how can i get past this? Has anyone else experienced the same problems and got through it? I can't shut away these feelings because it makes me feel quite unhappy.