Posted by tisha on May 19, 2005 at 11:24 [4.4.78.235]
In Reply to: Re: Testing 123 *hehe* posted by DR on May 18, 2005 at 23:42
Wow...that sounds awesome.
I knew this one Daddy that let me get away with everything, he liked to have a spoiled little brat, he said it keeps him on his toes and she keeps him laughing. He said that is what little girls do!
I felt so ..... not cared for? I dunno if that is the right phrase. I think that sometimes i dont know how to ask for what i need, and i like and need rules. Not a TON of them that will suffocare me, but basic ones. If i stray over that, to be scolded.. most of the time a simple look or comment would do perfectly. Other times like in the "punnishment" thread i don't know how to ask for that release.
If i act out... there is something wrong. Im usually a very good girl that just wants to please her Daddy. and i wouldnt act out in a public setting because i would not want to disrespect Him openly when that is not my true intention.
bleh
sometimes its so hard to be little and not know the right things, or how to express them. its not always a calculated prethought out thing. sometimes you just DO.. and then when it hits you its like.. omg.. im so dead.
and if you say.. "i want a strict Daddy" you get abusers that say.. YES!! SCORE!! and email you RIGHT FAST!
shrug
guess i just dont know how to begin, maybe i dont know what i want, maybe.. grrr.
thank You for taking the time and sharing Your story, it sounds beautiful. it gives others hope. thank You.
*curtsies*
tish
Email: tisha8@gmail.com