Posted by Brian on May 25, 2005 at 18:38 [152.163.100.72]
In Reply to: Interesting,Brian... posted by L.E. on May 23, 2005 at 10:07
Although I have found myself disagreeing with some of your "authoritarian" posts, L.E., I still
appreciate the clarity of your desires. My interests are similarly distinct, and the type of LG who would appeal to you would not likely appeal to my sensibilities. Even the jargon with which we define our interests differs. Still, that is part of the beauty inherent in such pursuits - it does all come down to individual expression - and the spectrum is a broad one indeed.
I respect that other men who call themselves Daddy want an entirely different sort of "dynamic," and I don't presume to dictate what it should or should not be.
My current LG is an old flame with whom I have reunited, after nearly 15 years apart. She is now older than my "ideal" physical age, but her emotional age, during our interactions, is perfect for me - between 10-12 years regressing down to 4-6. She is very petite, exudes a natural immaturity, and she loves to wet, doing so regularly even when we are apart, which is, unfortunately, far too often.
Our rapport does not involve classic S&M or B&D elements, or at least we do not define them in such terms. I am not her Dom or Dom/Daddy - she is not my slave or submissive AB girl. It is more appropriate to describe me as the Daddy she never had, who allows her, and insists, that she never grow up. I do guide and instruct, and firmly punish disobedience; but it is not in my nature to control every moment or behavior. She does what I want by merely being herself, and by acceding to my specific requests and instructions.
Most of what we do together is what she has been doing privately since childhood, and she is one of only two women I have known for whom this is true. All of the others have been submissive girls who were aroused by diapering, but for whom it was simply one of many naughty behaviors they were interested in.
My search has primarily been for a LG for whom the Daddy/LG dynamic, as we practice it, is sublime consummation. It appears that I have found her.
I only have occasion to check in once or twice each week, but I always read some of your posts - haven't the time for all of them (how do you manage it? :) Recently, you seemed to be hooking up with a LG. Is that going well?