Posted by Corrine on October 24, 2010 at 20:52 [67.241.160.201]
In Reply to: Guidance posted by Ann on September 07, 2010 at 12:04
I think I feel like you do right now.
I didn't know what I wanted for a long time. At first I started looking into the BDSM field, because the idea of being taken care of appealed to me, but I internally winced and recoiled at the thought of anything harsher than a spanking. So I kept looking, and eventually, though a long path of other things (this really has been a Goldilocks trip for me) I happened upon this, which, when I stopped and thought about it, is the combination of all the smaller aspects I liked from the fetishes I realized didn't fit.
Still, probably because I rejected all of those things, I keep thinking like one day I'll wake up and realize 'ha, I don't want to be treated like a little girl! Of course not! I just want a plain, normal relationship.'
Also, I tend to worry that I'm selfish for wanting this--in an adult form, I'd totally contribute to the relationship and do the household chores and everything, but as a three year old? No way. This means that the relationship, like any power relationship, would be imbalanced. The LG would get more out of it than the Daddy, who has to pick up the slack the LG shirks.
When I get into that train of thought, I am reminded of all the other things I'm unsure of about this sort of relationship. Do I really want to go all the way into LG-land? Wearing diapers and everything? What if I feel like I don't get enough respect?
I honestly haven't done anything LG-related, and have no idea if I'd like it in reality, but it clicks with me strongly mentally.
I hope you sort things out in your life, and decide whatever makes you happiest.
Good luck,
Corrine.
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