Posted by Leaker on May 10, 2010 at 19:39 [96.230.207.142]
In Reply to: Re: Incontinence posted by L.E. on May 01, 2010 at 19:09
I've enjoyed intentional wetting and messing for years and I have stress/urge wetting now that's growing in frequency/strength with every passing week/month etc. Yes it is a medical need for liners to keep leaks in public to a minimum but I truly get off on wanting to need diapers for sexual reasons.
I've been in a string of relationships where the other person simply thought I was sick mentally for liking to intentionally wet my pants or wet the bed or go poopie in my pants. I'm 33 and now divorced but living w/a guy who understands but doesn't want involved (yet). I've used the phrase go poopie in my pants for as long as I can remember. I have to watch myself when in public and ask 'can i use a restroom' vs 'can i go poopie?" I haven't had a true accidental defecation in about 5 years. Last time I went poopie in my pants w/o intending to originally was a road trip and a very long stretch w/o working toilets. All along I thought I could hold it in and in the end I had to go so badly that I simply went potty where I was. I love the terms associated with playing a toddler 'learning' to be potty trained and failing.
Someday I may get the new guy to accept that I'm not mentally sick - it just turns me on.
I would love to be diapered 24/7 and/or to not have access to a toilet. I love being punished for failure to be a big girl and potty the correct way but I've only had that pleasure on a couple of rare occasions with friends who understood, shared my love and didn't mind changing me.
I now have to wear liners daily to keep from almost always having wet panties. I've played around with intentionally wetting myself to the point I've gotten to where I've wet the bed for a string of 20 nights in a row in college but that didn't work out and I had to 'grow out of it'. I sincerely miss being able to just go potty where I was when I felt like it regardless of who was watching or what I was doing.
Getting up from gaming or whatever sucks and I still do play with intentionally going peepee in my pants at home when my bladder is very full. All this talk has me very aroused and needing to pee and poop badly. Maybe I'll take a drive to get some diapers and spend the night playing in them.
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