Posted by Daddys princess on May 04, 2008 at 07:05 [76.68.96.238]
I have been thinking a lot lately about things, mostly when lying in bed at 3 in the morning cause i can't. Me and daddy are apart an lot. Since last September we have spent a grand total of a month and a half together. And it is starting to make me angry at him on the inside. And i do understand he has to go i`am in the army as well but it dosent feel fair, and that is not including when this sept comes and he leaves for 7 months stright to go over seas. Is it so much to ask to have a daddy that comes home from work everynight who will hold me when i have a bad dream, or rub my back when i can`t sleep, help me get washed up ina big bubble bath or just watch a movie. Now i get the text message every night saying it`s bed time, and lots of love but getting ready for bed is not fun when he don`t have to chase me and tickle me to get me in bed. Maybe iàm just being selfish, but i don`t want the best years of my life to be spent alone dreaming of what me and daddy would be doing if he was home to help take care of me. Thanks for listening i just needed to vent a little.
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