Posted by Zorro Daddy on April 04, 2008 at 14:33 [72.95.59.99]
Love it, Want it, Desire it, Crave it, Think about it, Dream about it, Curious about it, Just a passing thought about it, the touch, the feel, the sensation, the emotion, the connection, the love, the lust, the embrace, the ache, the total indifference, the total need, countless daydreams, occasional longings, or absolutely none of that at all.
However you would like to describe infantilism and your interest in it, there are probably certain things about it that jump out at you. Maybe because they don’t exist in your everyday. Maybe they should.
The attention that goes along with infantilism is what has recently caught my mind’s eye about the subject. It’s actually quite different, in my opinion, than everyday attention that you receive as an adult. That’s not to say that everyday attention is bad. It’s simply different than that of infantilism.
For the girl (the AB, DL), the attention she receives probably sparks her senses. She isn’t accustomed to having anyone tend to her, or care for her….not like she does as an AB/DL. Her state of mind is all the sudden faced with a choice of being taken care of or taking care of herself.
Attention that an AB/DL girl receives has totally different meaning and effect. Her mind is excited and her heart warms up to only having to concentrate on having fun and enjoying herself. This is not to say that she becomes brainless. She simply gets to have fun, and doesn’t have to worry about responsibility like before.
When she’s hungry, she doesn’t have to prepare anything to eat, nor does she have to clean anything up afterwards. It’s all taken care of for her.
She’s constantly entertained, and without even realizing it, she begins to feel her Daddy’s love even when he’s not around or in the room with her. For once, she knows how somebody feels for certain. She knows that love exists. She sees it in his actions, in the way he comforts her, and the way he protects her. It is a love that is pure and genuine and one that has an emotionally bonding effect. She feels like she’s wrapped in a blanket of security and protection. And when she feels comfortable, she is more likely to feel happy. What greater joyful sight can there b e than an ABDL girl laying in her Daddy’s arms gazing up at him with the biggest smile imaginable beaming from behind her pacifier?
And if he has taken the time to really pay attention to her, it means that he can tell what she is thinking. He can tell what her eyes say about her heart. What her body language is saying about her comfort.
As adults, we are prone to protect ourselves and to throw up “walls” when necessary to make sure we are safe. How many girls out there live with a heartache or a “mental” scar that came from a guy whom she cared deeply for, a guy who didn’t feel the same way to her or didn’t stick around? Those “walls” are instinctive as adults. They are like a reflex, and they have purpose, but too often they hinder us from being able to trust someone who seems like he’d be a wonderful significant other. You may have been fooled once, but never again, right?
Ah if it were only that easy. How many of us married or are spending our lives with the very first person we fell in love with? ……….. Our adult senses are focused on self-preservation. ABDL senses are focused on preserving someone else.
Imagine a total release, an unequaled feeling of love and trust with someone who shares the same ABDL wish as you. How nice would it be to live not have to hide what you heart wants, not have to worry to worry at all because you can feel love from your “someone” even when they aren’t there?
Imagine ABDL attention. The presence of everything that you want and the absence of the things about yourself that you’d really love to shed.
Take care,
Zorro Daddy
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