Posted by Blushing Bride on August 11, 2007 at 00:18 [67.68.198.161]
The first thing I want to say is that my husband and I are very happily married and have been for nearly eight years. While we were dating, he told me all about his interest in Ageplay and spankings. It wasn't particularly appealing to me but I tried it anyway. I dressed up in a school girl outfit and followed is lead. He spanked me, which hurt, and sent me to stand in the corner, which I hated. But afterwards, the sex was phenominal.
Once we caught our breath, he asked me how I felt about it. I told him honestly that the sex was great, but everything leading up to it was a little uncomfortable. It made me feel like a little girl who was being punished for being bad. Which probably sounds as great to you as it did to him, but I didn't like it. He said he was okay with that but I knew he was dissapointed. The compromise that evolved from this, which I beleive has been the key to our happy marriage, is that my husband still spanks me, but only if I've done something to deserve it. On the rare occassions that we fight and I am in the wrong, the matter is settled with a spanking. I am not spanked as often as he would like, but when I am, they are REAL punishments, which he prefers. After a spanking, all is forgiven, no grudges are harbored and the sex is incredible.
So why then am I posting here? The thing is, this compromise has continued to evolve. Once I became more accustomed to the spankings, My husband would insist that I wear my school girl outfit when punished. When I got used to that He would have me wear a pink frilly baby doll he bought online. Not to long ago I found myself in my ruffled baby doll, white ankle socks, and pink ribbons in my hair, sitting at our kitchen table with a crayon and paper, writing out "I was a naughty girl and I deserve a spanking" 5o times.
The other day, he gave me a pink ruffled party dress he ordered from an Adult Baby site. At first I refused to try it on but I finally did tonight. I looked and felt like a five year old. I just could get into it. I know that ageplay is not pedophilia. But I have a hard time with the fact that my husband wants to dress me as a child.
I know my husband visits this website, but he doesn't know that I know. I haven't been able to sleep all night. I guess I am looking for some guidance, I would also like to know if there are any other women out there in te same situation as Myself. And I am also half hoping my husband reads this and recognizes us because I don't know ow to tell him ow I feel.
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