Posted by mark hansford on September 05, 2007 at 05:51 [80.225.132.164]
Let me introduce myself my name is Mark Hansford I am 40 years old, My disability is called Cerebral Palsy, and I am physically disabled left Hemiplegia, and a wheelchair user Due to my disability I have a slight speech impediment. My wheelchair is specially adapted for someone who can only use one side of the body
I help my local church update the web site when required; I am a Christian and a regular goer I also like going to the cinema, eating out, Theatre Travel and watching my local football team, my birthday is 12th December.
I have completed a City & Guilds course in Television and Media Production, First Diploma in the Performing Arts and GCE O-level in English Language Grade A . I found out recently I have high cholesterol, and not allowed salt or fat, so on brown bread I have bennicol.
In 1991 I went on a pilgrimage to Lourdes; I had a kind lady looking after me her name was Sandra Jones. Before we went we use to see each other to get to know each other
When we returned I used to go and see her often. One day Sandra asked if I would like to be her adult baby daughter each times I visited. As I was always curious in the Adult baby world I agreed
I told her my family would not understand if they found out, Sandra told me they would not find out. As I was always curious I said yes. I liked to use the terminology of LG (Little Girl). Although if you prefer me to be a boy that is fine
Bath Time
I liked it when Sandra gave me a bath. Sandra would hold me up while Sandra washed my wilily and bottom When its time for a hair wash Sandra would shield my eyes so that the soap had gone in my eyes, my bath toys were placed in the bath which I liked.
Changed on the back seat of the car
Once we were back to the car and on the back seat while Sandra got a nappy out form the bag, however I was still really paranoid as this was the first time .
Anyway Sandra told me many disabled wear nappies and that no one would be interested anyway, and if someone did ask Sandra would say due to my disability I have to wear nappies. So I laid there while Sandra took of my messy and changed me into a clean one.
Nappy change
When we got home from our trips out I was laid me on the changing table to dry me and held my legs in the air to powder cream and put me in a clean nappy
Nappy time was s always special as it made my Willy go all tingly, When It was nappy time I would lie on the changing table and suck my thumb while Sandra held my legs up. Then she would put some put cream round my Willy and groin then she would rub some powder between my legs and on my bottom and tightly tapes the sides slides a nappy under my bottom.
I liked the feeling of a thick nappy between my legs and I often lie on my front and rub my Willy against the nappy when Sandra was not looking if I was caught I had a bare bottie. spanking.
We usually used disposable nappies (the ones with the baby print on them) but occasionally Sandra likes to put me in cloth nappies and plastic pants .I always would whinge about cloth nappies as they itch and make feel hot.
If I was watching TV and its time to get ready for bed Sandra would change me on the living room floor while I continue to watch TV. It's very cute. I have a dream One day I would love to be changed like that in front of another girl. Who knows, maybe someday??!!!!
Misbehaving
On another trip out I had a tantrum in the middle of the shop, so Sandra sat on a dining chair pulled me across her knee exposed my bare bottom in the middle of the shop and spanked me and had another when we got home. The naughtiest I ever did I used bad language, I had my mouth wash out with soap and water and my bottom bared and smacked. I was mischievous and cheeky, however very loveable.
Sandra found it hard to tell her little girl off sometimes I tended to get away with murder. When she is cross (usually after I had stepped over the line and her patience had ran out) I get an over the knee smack bottie. I liked to try to give Sandra lot of kisses to make up for it before Sandra did it so that I might get away with it again. However the cute hugs and kisses didn't always work when Sandra was really cross.
My Accessories
I had a small collection of dummies (pacifiers) Dummies which I sucked after Sandra had made them moist by putting them in her mouth first. I had a bottle with Mr. Bounce on it. Sandra always fed me I'm not being a fast eater Sandra told a friend I am be capable of doing it myself
Sandra bought me a potty, which to my amazement I managed to fit on. It lived next to the big people's toilet in our bathroom and looked very cute. We were going to have a bedwetting chart and a toilet training on her fridge, which had stars and crosses on it
.The plan was when Sandra started potty training me. If I sleep through the night without wetting the bed or during the day asked to use the potty I would get a star on my chart .If not then it's a cross. Two crosses in a row meant back to nappies for a while and a red bottom
Thumb Sucking
I always sucked my thumb it felt so natural to me sucking my thumb is a great comfort and relaxed me completely. I often would suck my thumb when I was day dreaming My favourite time to suck my thumb was when I as tired or sitting on her lap or watching TV and this is when Sandra was going to ask me to live with her, so I could live out the rest of my life as a baby.
Sandra bought me many cuddly toys my favourite was a Panda I called Peter, Sandra had to pries it away from me wash it in a pillow case for fear that it will disintegrate and destroy the washing machine. . I liked tender moments like bathing, getting me ready for bed and Sandra telling me stories. I liked to curl up on her lap and listen to stories.
Relaxing
Once Sandra and I were relaxing in the garden I was sitting on her lap sucking my thumb while she was reading the newspaper. A little later she felt his lap go all warm as his I wet myself
Sandra laid me on the changing mat on the grass and changed me It was great She was going to hire Nannies and a wet nurse to help look after me. When I was all dried we went in the living room for a feed or bottle Sandra would breast feed me as well as my wet nurse
Shopping
Once when we were out shopping in a department store Sandra was busy looking at some electrical goods and boring Mummy stuff. I wandered of as I was in my wheelchair; When Sandra had finished paying the lady at the cash desk she came to look for when. When she did eventually found me, she gave me a telling off not only I had wandered far from Sandra which was a rule I should not have broken I my hands smacked. I am sure some teenage girls had seen and I was quite embarrassed.
What I will and won’t wear
For bad weather I would wear a little anorak which Sandra would help me zip up. I had many pairs of PJ's (Jamies), all of which are slightly childish. My favourite were the snoopy ones. In the summer I often wore the bottom half with a little vest. I did have a couple of snap button short sleeved onzies and a footed PJ's. and baby doll night dress’s
As for underwear was I was potty trained Sandra said she would put me in big girl cotton knickers which have either babyish pints she said she would buy me some ones are the Snoopy knickers and nappies were always close by.
I had an Australian school uniform, which is a short, blue and white checked summer dress. It looked really cute with bulgy nappy clearly visible I also had a couple of pleated skirts, white shirt and tie for the
Sandra said when we were in the process of potty training I would wear pull-ups. We managed to get some plastic sticky tape with a baby print, which we stuck around the waistband of my nappies. It looked very effective.
Medication
Simpastation 10 MGs before bed
Liroresol (for cramp)
I have a battery powered chair that higher and lowers mw in and out of the bath
My sizes height, weight eyes, hair and build are
Shoe 8 (wears boots)
Waist 28 (Must measure)
Collar 15
Build slim
Eyes blue
Weight 7.5 Stone (I think)
Height do not know
Operations
I have had several operations which are as follows so have scares
Hips
Legs
Left eye (when baby)
Appendix out
Testicles lowered (skin on penis permanently pulled back)
Before she died she took pic of the following
Slept
Ate
Nappy storage
Accessories
Changing tables
Clothes
We had the following
Care giver daily instructions
Nursery and equipment List for holidays
Pre travel check list
Weekly planer
Evening Afternoon and Morning Schedule
Medication Record
Personal Medical History
Questions for nannies If requires
We were about to write out a contract for a nanny
Travel Medication Packing List
Potty training chart
Travel Pack List
She helped me type out question for you May I send them to you
When I was with Sandra I always had a Flu jab in my bottom, because I had Pneumonia as a child (this is why I am disabled) she was going to find out about Pneumonia jab which would have been in my bottom
I hope you don’t think I am being forward but Sandra was going to ask me to move in with her If I was able to live with you permanent and you spanked me on my bare bottom I would have a Sore bottom you are the only to see my bottom, so I was thinking can I come along for a few day’s first to see how we get on, and if you do give me a red bottom will you make sure it is not red when I go home. Also if I was lucky enough to live with you may I suggest that when my family visits we either lock my bedroom door or put something to block it I have a reason for this which I will be happy to explain next time you write.
I can build web site perhaps we can discuss what we can have, on my computer I can video stream we could do that as often as you like my ideas are below: Text and picture one pictures of dummy in mouth and another on changing table or where being changed. Although a changing table would be
All the below
ABOUT MUMMIES LITTLE
Girl text and pictures (perhaps a picture of me in baby clothes
Mummies little Girl
Text and pictures perhaps a picture of me sitting on a nappy)
How I Met Mummy
Text and picture (or drawing)
What I like text and picture
(Perhaps picture of me being changed)
Thumb Sucky girl
Text and pictures (perhaps a picture sucking my thumb wearing just my nappy
What I Will And Won’t Wear
Pictures and text of my favourite and not so favourite clothes
Peter the Panda picture and text with me and my Panda (we will have to buy one )
Little girl Accessories
Gallery?
Links?
Contact
Whose name and address yours?
Bath Time!
Perhaps Picture a text of Mummy giving me a bath
Nappy Change
A Pictures an text of Mummy putting me in a Nappy where ever we are Mummy home, out in the car, trips out etc.,
Relaxing
A Pictures an text of Mummy and I relaxing in the garden sitting on your lap sucking my dummy
Shopping
A Pictures and text of Mummy and I out shopping in a department store
Misbehaving
A Pictures and text of Mummy smacking my bare bottom
Favourite games and Toys
Trips out
A Pictures and text of Mummy and I on a day out or holiday
Little Girl
A Pictures and text of me curled up on Mummies lap and listen to stories.
I will do the text but I will need help with the pics
Since Sandra died I have been looking for a mommy. I would like to move away from my family for personal reason, Sandra also took me to an adult Nurseries
If you run a group or have a notice board or know someone who wants a baby please feel free to pass on my e mail. I do not want my family to know about this they would not understand. So a excuses would have to be invented how we met Sandra was not to strict I do miss her
Because you may go to work you may decide to get a nanny or Au pair as Sandra did
I apologise this is so long
Mark A Hansford
Email: markhansford@tiscali.co.uk