Posted by princesskalala on February 14, 2007 at 01:51 [67.164.165.86]
So my boyfriend and I broke up recently.I always tried to act a lot older when i was around him. I guess I got to comfortable and started showing my LG side. Not the diapers, but i would sometimes find myself sucking my thumb or treating him like he was my daddy. The farthest it ever went was him spanking me. It didnt even hurt. I know deep down that we broke up because I'm to childish...i want someone to cuddle with and treat me like im his world. Things with him didnt work out because he was completly opposite. I feel like if I dont "grow up" I will never be able to find a normal guy. Im only 18 and know i have alot of time to keep looking, but it worries me. It seems like if i act older i can get guys that dont really know me, and never will understand. If I act on my childish impulses though guys seem to treat me like a little sister. So I guess the question is...Should I be an LG and be lonely forever...Or just grow up?
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