In Reply to: New bedwetting poll posted by Steve on December 20, 2007 at 03:42
I LOVE surveys - thanks, Steve! My responses are below:
1. Do you enjoy wetting your bed?
I wet my bed once or twice every night and I love it!
2. Do you wish you could stop?
No, not at all. I was a bedwetter as a child and wet from when I was a baby until I was 17. I am 26 now and have returned to wetting every night – for the last three and a half years. I don’t wake up when I wet, so I guess I have successfully “regressed” back to my earlier bedwetting state. I live alone and sleep alone, and I wear white cotton briefs and pyjamas to bed every night. I will NOT wear diapers (I did until I was a youth and I HATED them) and do not use a rubber or latex sheet, or other mattress protector. I am a “Natural” lad”!
3. Are you ashamed you enjoy wetting your bed?
It’s funny – when I am not in bed I am so ashamed that I AM a bedwetter but when I wake up each morning, soaked to my armpits in my own urine… I AM NOT; I LOVE it! But I am ashamed when new friends find out that I am a bedwetter; it’s not hard to tell if they come round my flat because the smell of urine is so strong. Indeed, I have lost flatmates because the smell and that’s why I now live alone. Personally I don’t really notice it anymore but since I have had the same mattress for the last 9 years or so – it has never really dried out – I am just used to it. I wash my bed clothes every 6 weeks or so and THEY don’t ever really dry out each day so I guess all may mates are right: I DO have a lot to be ashamed of but I don’t care!
But the shame really turns me on - I have found that I get very aroused by the shame and humiliation of being a 26 year old adult man who has no control over his bladder and uncontrollably wets his bed every night. I love being pointed at as being that “bedwetter bloke”, I love the looks of disgust and disdain that I get when blokes first find out I am a bedwetter; I don’t know why but it gives me an incredible hardon knowing that I am such a source of ridicule. When my flatmates moved out (we were all at the same university at the time) because of my bedwetting, I was really sad; I not only missed all of their company, but Ryan, the straight bloke, I especially missed because he was really cute. I had a real crush on him and I think he knew it. A funny thing happened about 3 weeks after they had moved out… I was in the student union loos and went into one of the stalls to go to the bathroom. As I sat down I saw, written on the stall wall, “Tony XXXX is a sick pervert who wets his bed.” It was Ryan’s handwriting, I KNEW it and at once I was both depressed that he would “write about” me like that and yet turned on that he though I was so depraved. I had such a hardon I had to have a wank, right there in the toilet – it was hot.
4. If you did stop what would you miss?
So many things! I would miss:
a. Waking up each morning in a wet bed. I am a DEEP sleeper and when I start to wake up, I love the warm and wet feeling that surrounds me each day. I love feeling how “far afield” my previous nights’ pissing has extended – if my TOES are wet or my chest and back are wet then it’s been a good night! Quite a few times (and I don’t know HOW it has happened) I wake up with wet hair and my pillow soaking wet – wow!
b. The smell – I have grown to love it; it makes me feel good inside and the stale smell of my urine smells like home.
c. I love jacking off in the morning in my wet bed, and if I was not a bedwetter… I would not get to wank in my favourite way: I like to hump my wet mattress, with my wet briefs and pyjamas on, and I love to shoot my load into my wet briefs – it’s the best!
d. Going to bed every night in a damp bed. My mattress is SATURATED and since I don’t wash my sheets and blankets that often, they don’t ever really dry out.
e. I love falling asleep in a wet bed, surrounded by the smell of my piss – I would miss that, definitely.
f. I would miss the look on a bloke’s face when I tell him I am a bedwetter, or when he SEES my bed. It’s usually dismay, followed by disgust and I love it.
g. But I would not miss nappy rash! IT IS A BITCH! I get it every so once in a while (I am suffering from a pretty bad case of it now, as a matter of fact) and have been for years but there are creams for it and they do work. I keep hoping I will build up a resistance to it, but I keep getting it! Actually, it LOOKS worse than it is – I am really pale and from my lower thighs to my waist I am ALL RED. If anyone has any suggestions… please let me know!
5. What do you enjoy most about bedwetting?
As I have now pretty much regressed back to bedwetting, I enjoy all of the above! If I were to “condense” it into feelings, I would say I enjoy the wetness, the smell, the shame, the humiliation. Not necessarily in that order, but kind of all mixed together – if you see what I mean.
6. Do you wet on purpose, in your sleep or both?
I set out to become a bedwetter again and I have been successful. I have been wetting every night for the last three years, unconsciously; I don’t ever wake up. So I guess the answer is BOTH.
7. If you wet on purpose is your goal sleep wetting?
It was my goal to become a bedwetter again and I am glad I have achieved that – so I guess I AM a sleep wetter. I have lost friends and don’t get many chances to have sex with other blokes and that is a shame – I am not a bad looking chap, actually! But most blokes I bring home… well none of them will sleep in my bed and if I am back at their flat, they usually don’t want ME to sleep in their bed. Obviously, I guess, because I will wet it!
During the last 10 months or so I have just started wetting myself during the day, too, and this is a bit of a surprise – it’s not what I really expected to happen, but I guess it sort of makes sense. I mean, I have virtually no control over my bladder at night anymore; it would make sense that I would end up wetting myself during the day as well.
I remember the first time it happened, I was in a store shopping and I had to pee and as I went to the store directory to find out where the men’s toilets were, I felt my legs getting warm; I did not even feel that I had just started pissing myself. I was kind of scared and I froze whilst I just stood there and pissed myself in the middle of the department store – I drenched my jeans and briefs and so much piss poured down my legs that my socks filled up, and so did my shoes! People were staring at me and I was scared but really excited at the same time!
If I were to have a wish given to me by the Bedwetting Fairy, I would wish for complete urinary incontinence, for the rest of my life. I would love to have no control over my bladder at all. If the Fairy would be so kind as to give me a SECOND wish… I would wish for complete bowel incontinence as well, but I won’t go into those desires here…
8. If you have regressed in to sleep wetting have you regretted it or are you happy being a bedwetter again?
As all of the above, yes!
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