Posted by BabyChris on September 08, 2004 at 05:33 [4.229.248.218]
I have few more thoughts on my previous posts
The reason I posted those thoughts is I recently had a baby girl, but due to differences in our personalities it did not work out. Mostly me, due to my emotional disabilities and ADHD.
Now, I feel alone, lost and frustrated and it is hard for me to deal with that. Mainly because I have no one to talk to in my home town. All my friends have moved on and started their own lives, and due to my emotional disabiliites, physical disabliities, I am stuck in my home town.
I know that there is someone out there for me, but I know that I may never find that person, due to my uhh, unique personality. It is hard to deal with emotions at times, and lately I have been an emotional smorgasboard. I've been dealing with pain, hurt, uncertainty, and guilt. Guilt that it was my unique personality due to ADHD that ruined a friendship
Right now, I do not know what to do. I feel so lost, and have no one to talk to. Any suggestions would be helpful. I am sorry I took your time
BabyChris
I said I'm sorry momma, I never meant
to hurt you, I never meant to make
you cry. But tonight, I'm cleaning
out my closet
I said I'm sorry momma, I never meant
to hurt you, I never meant to make
you cry. But tonight, I'm cleaning
out my closet
Eminem
Cleaning Out my Closet
Eminem Show
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