Posted by babyBeth on October 24, 2003 at 17:32 [206.159.115.19]
In Reply to: How'd you start? posted by Michael on October 24, 2003 at 04:15
I got started by wanting to wear them again when I was nine because people were always mean to me and plus, I felt I never had a normal childhood due to problems I've had in the past. When I was three, I didn't mimic other people's words and I didn't talk at all because my speech was very delayed due to hearing loss in my infancy caused by ear infections. I started talking at age four but my talking wasnt very good because it was below the age level and when I was six and seven, I was placed in a special ed room with other kids who had problems too, most of them were mentally retarded or autistic. I didn't get into a normal school finally until I was 8 and I felt I never got to be in first grade and kidnergarden because of that special ed room I was in for two years of my life and I felt I was never allowed to be a kid because i always got in trouble for misbehaving and i would see the little kids misbehave and get away with it because of their young age so I wanted be a baby again but I knew that was impossible because you can't be small again but back then I had no clue there were adult babies and diaper lovers. I certinally didn't know there were big kid diapers and adult ones too even though I knew astronots wore them because thats what I was told when I was 8 at my school assembly. I remember coming home from school one day and i saw bunch of worn diapers and pull-ups in the playroom because while i was at school, my brothers and their friend put them on and pretended they were babies and the friend peed in them. I would put on the worn pull ups that were never used and I would pee in them, and i would stay in it for a little bit until I got tired of wearing it. I never put on the diapers because they didn't even fit me and they weren't even close but they did fit my four year old brother but he said they were tight. When I was ten, I used to snatch a diaper from my neighbor's house sometimes and wear it when i got home. The diapers still didn't fit me but they almost did. I could get one side fastened but no the other side. There were no size 6 diapers back then I don't think. I didn't see them come out until 1998 when I was still 12 and at that time I was fat so i knew they wouldn't fit me. I know they still won't fit me even though I'm a lot thinner. I weigh 133 now but I'm not real small. They wouldn't fit the kids in my high school either even though they're thin too and some of them weigh less than me. So when I was 11, I couldn't snatch diapers from my neighbor's house anymore because the boy was pottytrained now and I didn't have diapers for awhile. When I reached the end of sixth grade, a store was going to be put in right outside of my neighborhood so I knew I would defentily get to wear diapers. I would ride my bike over there and buy the diapers with my own money and come back home but before the city even got started on the building, we moved to another state and we lived out in the country so I couldn't get to wear any diapers. I survived for four years without them. I didn't get diapers until I was 17 even though I got my driver's lisence months before. It hasn't even been a year yet since I've been wearing them.
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