Posted by Julie on May 19, 2008 at 08:27 [205.188.117.7]
It’s been a few weeks now since the last time I had the opportunity to poop my pants but I’m happy to say that I got to enjoy it twice this past Saturday. Since my oldest son is now back home from college for the summer it’s been more difficult finding a time when he’s gone for a long enough period of time for me to feel comfortable that I won’t be caught. I knew that Saturday he was going to be gone for the day with his buddies so I worked things out with my mom earlier in the week to take my youngest son on Saturday afternoon. Things worked out perfectly.
I had a BM Thursday morning and since more often then not I go two days between bowel movements I was feeling pretty certain I would need a BM again on Saturday however I wanted to do whatever I could to insure that. I thought about using a laxative but since they generally work on me first thing in the morning and I had my youngest son’s baseball game to go to Saturday morning, I knew that wouldn’t be a good idea. I decided to try a more natural approach by eating plenty of bran and fiber Thursday evening and Friday in addition to drinking a little over a quart of prune juice on Friday. I may have overdone it a little on the prune juice but oh my god, it certainly gave me opportunities for messy bowel movements on Saturday.
As I sat at the baseball game Saturday morning with my parents I could feel rumblings in my abdomen and it wasn’t long before it became certain that I would soon need a BM. Although I was doing my best to keep my mind on the baseball game I couldn’t keep from thinking about how I would soon be filling my panties with poo-poo’s. The last two innings of the game seemed to take forever and I was struggling to control my bowels. I was having cramps and there were grumbling noises coming from my abdomen as I kept thinking to myself “come on Julie, you can hold it for a little bit longer”. I almost gave up and went to the restroom since there were a few times I thought I was going to actually mess my pants while sitting there next to my mom but finally after what seemed forever the game ended.
It was bad enough holding in my poop while sitting but when I stood up things got much worse. It took a few minutes for the kids to gather up their equipment then they all had to go to the concession stand for a treat. The entire time I was fidgeting badly as I fought to control myself and thinking about how embarrassing it would be if I didn’t. After several minutes my son was back with his treat and I walked with him and my parents to their car. After giving him a hug and telling him goodbye I headed quickly towards my car. Knowing that relief was near I began to relax a little, apparently a little too much. After only walking a short distance and with no warning at all, I felt some very mushy warm poop ooze out. It really caught me by surprise and before I could even think about it I felt a little more poop come out. I tried to clench my sphincter muscle tighter which only seemed to make things worse and I then realized I was going to lose control. I started walking faster but after only a few steps I felt a flood of warm mushy poop spreading in my panties. I continued walking as my bowels involuntarily pushed another large amount of the mush into my cotton underpants. I could hardly believe what happened but I knew that even though I had been planning on pooping my pants when I got home, this essentially was an accident. I had unintentionally completely filled my pants with poop in a public place and at that moment I was very glad that I was near my parked car.
When I got to my car I put the floor mat on the seat to protect it in the same manner that I did when I had my accident last fall. As I sat down the warm mush went up my backside and between my legs also somewhat reminiscent of that moment last fall only this time I wasn’t disgusted by it. It’s hard to believe how much I enjoy that now. Feeling poop spreading out in my panties really turns me on. It felt absolutely wonderful sitting with warm mushy poop all over my butt and pussy and it was extra exciting to be outside of my home. The entire situation had me turned on and I knew the only thing to make it even better would be to give myself a nice orgasm while sitting there in the car. After looking around and seeing there was nobody nearby I pushed my fingers into the front of my jeans and began to rapidly massage my already happy clit as I moved my butt around in my very stinky poo-poo’s. On my fingers I could feel the warmth from my mess as I rubbed my poop covered clit and by the time I was done masturbating a noticeable stain appeared on my faded jeans from where I had been rubbing myself. With the excitement of masturbating in my car while sitting in poopy pants it took very little time for me to achieve a wonderful orgasm.
My home is less than two miles from the ballpark so it was a short drive home and I was careful about obeying all the traffic laws as I didn’t want the embarrassment of being stopped by a police officer while wearing stinky pants. When I got home I set up a folding chair in front of the full length mirror in my bedroom where I planned to play some more. I checked my bottom in the mirror and my jeans were stained then I said to myself “oh my Julie, it looks like you made a really messy poopy in your pants today”. I was ready to sit down and play but I needed to pee. I decided there was no reason to hold it so I went in the bathroom and stood in the bathtub where I released a hot stream of pee into my already messy pants. I then went back into the bedroom where I watched myself masturbate to another orgasm while sitting in my wet poop filled pants and telling myself what a naughty girl I am because “I love to poop and pee my pants”. By the time I cleaned up, my jeans were a total mess with mushy light brown poop all over the inside of them and my light blue hi-cut cotton panties were a quite a mess also with the entire seat full of my mushy stinky.
While I could have been happy with only pooping my pants once on Saturday when I had a second opportunity I couldn’t resist. The thought of pooping my pants twice in the same day was more then I could hope for. About three hours after cleaning up my first mess I felt the need for another BM. The prune juice and bran apparently was doing a good job of “cleaning” me out and I assumed this poop would be another soft mushy one. I didn’t want to have to clean up a second mess from another pair of pants so I decided to wear only my panties.
I went into the bathroom and stood looking at myself in the mirror while removing my clothes then said “I just can’t believe I’m going to make another stinky in my panties today”. I stripped down to my clean undies (full cut cotton briefs, white with yellow floral print) that I’d just put on a few hours earlier and turned my bottom towards the mirror so I could fully enjoy watching my panties fill with poop. I instinctively began to rub my clit through my panties as I moved my bottom around and rubbed it with my other hand. Even though I know I have a large butt I do think it’s kind of sexy and I’ve always liked to look at it when I play. I started telling myself how sexy my butt looked and how much I like to look at it when I make stinky in my pants. Then I said something like “and oh my, I really need to make a stinky. I need to make a stinky so bad”. I bent slightly forward and with very little effort my panties instantly filled with a large amount of the same kind of stinky mushy poop as I had in them earlier. My panties immediately turned brown and a small amount of the light brown mush pushed past the leg bands of my panties. Seeing the messy poop filling and oozing from my panties excited me and I delightfully exclaimed “oh god yes, I made stinky in my pants again”. I gently rubbed my fingers over my stained panties and again told myself how sexy my butt looked with my panties full of stinky.
I could hardly wait to sit down to enjoy that wonderful feeling of having my poop squishing on my butt and I moved over to the toilet. With the lid down on the seat I put a leg on each side of the toilet to straddle it then as I continued rubbing my clit I very, very, very slowly lowered my bottom. From the moment I felt my poop first starting to spread out on my butt until I was fully sitting down probably took about a minute as I wanted to enjoy every delightful second. As I was slowly lowering myself into my mess I watched between my legs and was totally turned on by seeing the poop slowly ooze up in the gusset of my panty while feeling the warmth as it slowly covered my pussy. With my bottom fully lowered onto the lid I leaned back against the toilet which pushed mushy poop all the way up my butt crack and into the top of my panties. I started talking to myself in the usual manner and said “oh my god, that feels so good. I’ve got stinky everywhere. My panties are so full of stinky. I love this. I love making stinky in my pants”. My fingers were rapidly massaging my clit and as I began to orgasm I moved the palm of my hand between my legs and began to rapidly rub my pussy and clit, spreading poop further up the front of my panty and also causing it to squish out of the leg openings. I was in complete ecstasy, totally turned on by playing in and seeing my poop. I kept saying “oh my god, look at all that stinky. It’s everywhere”. And it really was. It was in the front and back of my panties, between my legs, and all over my hand. As I was enjoying multiple orgasms I had made a complete mess of myself with my mushy stinky poop.
When I cleaned up I was a little disgusted with myself for getting so carried away and making such a mess but like always I got over it. It was actually pretty fun to be alone, knowing I wouldn’t be caught, and really just “letting myself go” so to speak. It certainly was nice to be totally relaxed while pooping my pants and enjoying my fun. My panties from my second mess didn’t fare so well. This was the first time I haven’t been able to get the stains completely washed out and it’s pretty obvious they’ve been pooped in. I guess I must have abused them a little too much.
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