Posted by ppfan14 on April 20, 2008 at 09:44 [208.99.78.158]
When I was young kid, I remember pooping in my underwear probably a total of 5-6 times. I was still too young to find sexual pleasure from it, but when I got older in middle/high school I started putting the two together. I don't know why I enjoy this kind of behavior, and like many people on this board I've struggled with it all my life because I also feel guilty for it. I remember being caught in 1st or 2nd grade for pooping my underwear at night after bedtime, but I don't know if thats where the guilt comes from. It is pretty embarrassing to be caught by your parents.
For the record, I'm a 26 year old guy and live alone (well, with my awesome cat) and have a stable job with decent pay for being single. I've lurked these boards for several years now (this is my first post) and I've been trying to find pooping sites since as early as 8th or 9th grade. Does anyone remember the site Bertie's World? They had a great photo collection of several hundred pics, and I wish I had archived the site back when it was still around.
I stay away from the drama that happens on this board, but I do try to keep up with people's stories and confessions from time to time. Not to mention I have an awesome media collection thanks to this community.
Like so many others, I've always wanted to rid this habit but I can't. I've grown into pooping in diapers with minor play and I'd love to find a partner who is into this too. I am attempting to accept this is part of who I am and finally trying to accept myself and my body, and that kind of leads into the question I have about meeting people.
I'm a pretty average looking guy, I'm probably about 60 pounds overweight which I hope to lose this year with my gym membership. I've had several great major relationships over the years and I just got out of one with an awesome girl. I've always been afraid to bring up this forbidden secret of mine. For every girlfriend I've had, I've been interested in their bathroom habits and it's extremely frustrating because it is entirely erotic to me and it's an impossible thing to bring up. In high school, I had a pretty cute girlfriend who would poop while we were talking on the phone or sometimes in front of me and I don't think she knew how much I enjoyed that. I tried to bring panty pooping up with her once but it didn't go over so well and have been extremely recessed about it since.
I'm starting to fully explore the sexual possibility of this behavior again, and I'm wondering if anyone has had success of going online in finding a partner? I've had success with major online dating sites before, so I know there's a ton of personalities and hobbies (and fetishes) out there. Are there sites out there for this particular fetish? I was thinking craigslist might be worth a try as I live in a fairly liberal and decent sized city (in midwest USA) that has an active community on there.
I'm aware most people question this fetish, but if no one speaks up no one will ever find each other and will forever have to withhold their potential. I'm trying to think of a decent way to word a local ad so hopefully I don't attract crack whores or crazies. To me, speaking out and offering 100% anonymity from the start is the key to gaining someone's trust and finding out they are sane before swapping pics or anything else is ever considered.
I also enjoy toking on fine sensimilla. Finding even an average looking girl that's into both smoking *and* pooping/diapers/minor play, who isn't afraid to fully explore her body's potential and free her mind with a smart and fun guy, would be heaven on a plate. I don't suspect that's too common to find on major dating sites but I believe its out there. I have the videos to prove it :-)
To sum, does anyone here have experience or have had success with something like this? Any replies would be very much appreciated :-) Feel free to use my e-mail if you like as I'm all about privacy.
P.S. As a bonus question, are there any torrent sites where one might expand their media collection in this particular area? Thanks all for reading :-)
Email: ppfan14@hotmail.com