Posted by pantiespooper on August 29, 2010 at 16:41 [24.24.220.3]
In Reply to: Update posted by Alyssa on August 27, 2010 at 07:11
Alyssa,
I have been around most of these guys (and girls) here for some time, but I am still amazed at the lack of support some of them project.
It is obvious that you did not enjoy your cleanup, but you have accepted that doing it (at all) is ok. Even if your poop is firm, you will still have softer poop following it (unless you are constipated). That soft poop will contribute to the cleanup challenges you have. As someone pointed out, the easy way to cleanup, particularly if it is all soft poop (not much else) is to just get into the shower, and let the water wash you off. Apply soap, and perhaps a body wash, and you should be ok.
But part of what you say will always make it a disaster for you. You see, I approached this gradually, never actually messing my panties until the year following when the notion actually hit me. I did several things before that, and I guess they kinda prepared me for the result.
In your case, you did not have that advantage - you went right to the poop, and the soft poop to boot. That made your first experience worse than it could have been. But you still persisted - you sat in your soft poop. That is a nice experience, but only if you have been doing it for a while, and have accepted all the implications of it. It is not a good first-time experience, as you found out.
I said earlier that you will hate yourself after you do it. In your case, you said it was ok, but you still hate the fact that you did it. I encourage you to try it again, with firm poop. If you continue to have soft poop when you do it, just dump it out and clean your panties (dont throw them out, as someone already said). Once you have done it with a firm poop, then, if (and only if) you want, you can sit on it again.
I find myself conflicted. I found myself liking this at an early age, so long ago I accepted that it is part of what I do... it is part of me. But you are not there yet, and, indeed, may never be. I want to encourage you, because I know what is ahead if you do. But I also want to suggest restraint. You will undoubtedly do it for your bf, but the next question is, will he require that you do it again and again. Most men would. If he does, will you continue doing it? That's a hard question to answer.
I do submit that you need to discuss this in depth with him. Until you grow to enjoy it, if you ever do at all, you will not be able to enjoy it the way you want to, and the way he probably wants you to. Yes, like so many things we do, you can fake it, just for him. But if you do fall into this trap, pull yourself out and tell him where you are. If you continue to do something you hate, you will begin to hate yourself for doing it (the first time). I do not wish that for you, and I think most here (with a few possible exceptions) will agree.
Just like many things in life, this is not for everyone. I wish you love and success, in ALL Your endevours. I also hope you will come back and tell us about it, but make sure he knows that you are telling us. That is important too.
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