Posted by is my name on March 02, 2010 at 07:57 [220.246.181.160]
In Reply to: Have you analysed the origins of your fetish? posted by Dead_Celeb on February 27, 2010 at 09:46
For me it started when I was 4 and a 1/2 or so... a neighbor girl (who was 1 year older than me) was playing in my back yard in her orange one piece bathing suite and suddenly filled it with her lumpy poooo.... I was shocked, and later that night I had a dream that I was in my same backyard and a small metallic multicolored meteorite crash crashed in my backyard and made everyone poop their pants. For some reason this turned me on long before I understood what that even meant... I would fall asleep at night thinking about this scenario or others similar and be amazed that my dick was hard. Not even knowing the significance of the turn on. Just a juvenile fantasy I guessed.
As I hit puberty, and became aware of the implications of what i was doing... well, the usual guilt trip followed. The first experimentation with the "act" of doing it was just so I could feel what it was like to be so humiliated with my full underwear... And I liked it. My first wet dream was actually of me being raped by two hot girls... which rocked, but subsequent wet dreams were of pants filling.. which disturbed me a bit. So I have masturbated since, so i could control the nature of my orgasms. However, often but not always, I fantasize about this fetish.
Then I got access to the internet and realized I was far from alone. God bless you wetset. This has been my therapy.
So on into my adult life some 20 years later. I am quite comfortable with my fetish. I do not share it with every lover. But I have shared it with quite a few. I have learned to find open kinky girls. It is a tallent you might say. But I have found many girls open to fetish play of one sort or another. And I have found that being into this fetish has made me empathetic towards others with fetishes. At the end of the day, it has helped me to develope into quite the giving and fun lover maker. Girls seem to fall for me every time... which can be frustrating. I am that geeky/nerdy attractive type, that the hot freaky girls seem to be drawn too. Ohh boy do I have some stories to tell, but that is for another time. Ask me about my Indo-Chinese gf who had a rape/bondage fetish. Our mutual fetishes worked really well together. As I would tie her up, and take her when I wanted, and she would sometimes loose control if you understand what I mean.... ;-) I promised never to share the pics however, and I will keep that promise. Karma is a bitch you know ;-)
Chin up everyone. Life is short and beautiful.
Best to everyone.
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